back home in santa barbra
god. i wish i still lived there. it gives me such a good vibe. maybe i sound "gay" (by the way, im not using that word to discribe something stupid anymore, it dosnt make sense) but it just someting about that place. im not sure. maybe its the guys. maybe its just because i was born there. i dont know. i saw this guy in a lobby and he was so cute. tan, so tan that he freckles blended in with his skin, and his bright blue eyes just popped out at me when i walked by. god. and his long blonde shaggy hair. i wanted to melt. ha. i am so living there and my life will go no longer if i dont get in to UCSB.