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I'm worried because I have no fuckn idea where my relationship with Paul is going.
It's only the second week, and I shouldn't worry.
But I'm afraid to get attached to him because at some point I have to go to college, he'll either stay here or go elsewhere.
Here's the joke: I'm starting to get really attached.
I'm being retarded and pathetic because I really do like him.
And, I don't want to mess things up for once. I do want to be with him -- I just don't know if he feels the same way.
Today, I also realized how much of a bitch I am to a certain friend.
I'm sorry.
It's not like me to let you down, but I am sorry.
<3
It's only the second week, and I shouldn't worry.
But I'm afraid to get attached to him because at some point I have to go to college, he'll either stay here or go elsewhere.
Here's the joke: I'm starting to get really attached.
I'm being retarded and pathetic because I really do like him.
And, I don't want to mess things up for once. I do want to be with him -- I just don't know if he feels the same way.
Today, I also realized how much of a bitch I am to a certain friend.
I'm sorry.
It's not like me to let you down, but I am sorry.
<3