Time For Our Daily...Bitching.
We lost again in volleyball. I try to tell people (parents, sisters, anybody) but nobody gives a shit about anything I have to say. Unless I'm breaking one of the thousand rediculous rules that are created daily, I'm just whining.
Fuck That.
I'm giving up softball and everytime I think about it, I cry. I HATE CRYING! I don't want to give it up. It's been my life for so long, and despite what some people may think, I LOVE playing it!!! FUCK, I'm tearing up right now! Tried to tell people about that, too. No one cares. No one listens. I listen to everyone else, but can never get someone to return the favor.
I know I'm bitching like WHOA right now, but I don't give a shit. That's all anybody else does on this damn thing, so why the fuck not.
Why can't I just get what I want, for once. Seriously. Why the fuck does everyone end up getting every fucking thing/one I want, or do every fucking thing I want to do?! W-T-F?!
I'm having MAJOR second thoughts, and I don't like it. AT ALL.
Fucking PSATs are Wednesday and I've only studied about 9 out of the hundereds of questions in the sample pamphlet...thing.
Whateva.
I have this STUPID project due for AP English on Thursday, and I have no fucking clue how I'm going to do it. Of course, it's going to sit till the last minute, cuz why screw up the already screwed up cycle of my life, right?
I fucking hate secrets!! I'm so fucking open about everything, and no one else likes to share, and I'm like that's not fucking fair...
I really want a car and my license. This is bullshit.
I have to work on Friday, and I don't think I have a game to get me out of it. God Damnit.
I get my braces off in two weeks. YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get the fuck up out of my mouth!!!! I have sores from all the talking/screaming on the court. And I was smiling an awful lot to day, which really killed the sides of my mouth.
OMG IT'S 10:26 and my birthday's 10-26!!!!! *Makes A Wish* I Love that corny shit. lol
I just realized how much I can't wait to be let out of my cage.
Fuck That.
I'm giving up softball and everytime I think about it, I cry. I HATE CRYING! I don't want to give it up. It's been my life for so long, and despite what some people may think, I LOVE playing it!!! FUCK, I'm tearing up right now! Tried to tell people about that, too. No one cares. No one listens. I listen to everyone else, but can never get someone to return the favor.
I know I'm bitching like WHOA right now, but I don't give a shit. That's all anybody else does on this damn thing, so why the fuck not.
Why can't I just get what I want, for once. Seriously. Why the fuck does everyone end up getting every fucking thing/one I want, or do every fucking thing I want to do?! W-T-F?!
I'm having MAJOR second thoughts, and I don't like it. AT ALL.
Fucking PSATs are Wednesday and I've only studied about 9 out of the hundereds of questions in the sample pamphlet...thing.
Whateva.
I have this STUPID project due for AP English on Thursday, and I have no fucking clue how I'm going to do it. Of course, it's going to sit till the last minute, cuz why screw up the already screwed up cycle of my life, right?
I fucking hate secrets!! I'm so fucking open about everything, and no one else likes to share, and I'm like that's not fucking fair...
I really want a car and my license. This is bullshit.
I have to work on Friday, and I don't think I have a game to get me out of it. God Damnit.
I get my braces off in two weeks. YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get the fuck up out of my mouth!!!! I have sores from all the talking/screaming on the court. And I was smiling an awful lot to day, which really killed the sides of my mouth.
OMG IT'S 10:26 and my birthday's 10-26!!!!! *Makes A Wish* I Love that corny shit. lol
I just realized how much I can't wait to be let out of my cage.