today sucked.

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with a capital S-U-C-K-E-D. yeah. everything that went wrong could. i woke up late, only had a few minutes to get ready and i had to go out to the bus stop without any make-up on. well, my lame excuse for a bus driver was 10 minutes late. i had to stand out there in the rain (which made my hair disgustingly wavy...and i had straightened it about 20 minutes earlier...yeah. REALLY annoying) and wait for him. i was supposed to meet jordan at the strange/random rock formation (that's what she calls it) so she could put her stuff in my locker (we're gonna share lockers), but i was late. i was almost late to a period too. biology was way more boring than normal. it was practically silent, which bugged me to an extreme. urgh. then i had pe, which wasn't really all that bad except i kept getting randomly moved around to different teams because the coaches are all "equal members of each sex on each team or we'll all do push-ups until our eyelashes bleed". yeah. latin was boring, and long period geometry was long period geometry-ish. right before the bell rang we {me, mk, laura, jake, and cameron] got into a weird little discussion about commericals. haha. oh yea and during math mary anne said "don't ask" REALLY loud, and we all that it was something else (yeah...if you can't figure it out then you are one. jk) so we were dying laughing for like 15 mins. good times. yep well i had dance team practice today and nothin interesting really happened. afterwards me and mom got into a sort-of fight because she's a freakin nazi (to put it in more polite terms, she NEVER listens to anything i say unless its "you're absolutely right"...which i never say...because she never is...so yea she never listens to anything i say and never admits when she's wrong, which lately has been about 90% of the time) IT IS SO ANNOYING. that is like, my biggest pet peeve- not being listened to. if i have an arguement THEN LET ME SAY IT. ITS CALLED RIGHTS. geez. anyway she decided she's not gonna let me do church choir this year because "ive got too much on my plate". ok. how am i getting on the internet and phone constanly, going to bed at a decent hour, mantianing good grades, dancing 6 days a week, and having some what of a social life?!? im in ninth grade. i did the same thing in seventh grade- dance or dance team every day but sunday, and on sunday church and choir practice. it makes me so mad that she won't listen to me. like, really. that's when i get the maddest i ever am in my entire life, is when she wont listen. i'm gonna try to convince her to let me do it, because the money is due tomorrow. i will be so sad if she really doesnt let me do it. lately it seems like nothing is going right and i just really want to do this. but i cant tell her that because she doesnt listen. ever.

i need parents who will listen to me and admit that they are wrong every once in a while.

is that too much to ask?

obviously so.

♥
me