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So I thought that hanging out with new people would be a good thing for a change but I was wrong. I know that sometimes I'm overdramatic and tend to overreact but I don't like being lied to and left out of plans and stuff. At first I understood cause it was just one day but then no one was inviting me to hang out for about 4 days in a row. I don't want to explain the story or say any names but last week just sucked. I didn't hang out with friends at all. Except on Thursday when I went to the mall with Gina and Ashley because they had the day off from school. Then we called Eric and told him to come to the mall and hang out with us. So him and Dan came and got us from the mall and we went to Goodwill because Ashley was looking for a Pokemon shirt which she didn't end up finding. Then we went to the Sacred Heart vs. WHHS volleyball game cause Ashley and Eric wanted to see Tracy. Then we went to Burger King for a while and then Dan drove me and Ashley to my house because I had to drive Ashley home. Then I wanted to go out when I got home from bringing her home but no one wanted to hang out with me so I just stayed home.
]Yesterday I went to my brother's birthday party. He turned 1 on Friday :] He got so big and he's so cute. I feel bad that I hadn't visited in a few months. I don't think he knew who I was when he first saw me. And I don't want it to be like that, I want him to know who I am and I want to be a part of his life. I just don't really enjoy spending time over at my Dad's house. It's boring and different over there and idk.
Now I feel like crap. I'm not sure if it's a cold or allergies but my nose has been running all day and I can't stop sneezing. I've also been kinda nauseous/not hungry for the past couple of days but I don't think that's anything.
Going to school/not dancing kinda sucks. As much as I thought I'd love not going to school, I kinda miss it. I miss my friends and it at least got me out of the house. Now I feel like I have no life and I never get out.
]Yesterday I went to my brother's birthday party. He turned 1 on Friday :] He got so big and he's so cute. I feel bad that I hadn't visited in a few months. I don't think he knew who I was when he first saw me. And I don't want it to be like that, I want him to know who I am and I want to be a part of his life. I just don't really enjoy spending time over at my Dad's house. It's boring and different over there and idk.
Now I feel like crap. I'm not sure if it's a cold or allergies but my nose has been running all day and I can't stop sneezing. I've also been kinda nauseous/not hungry for the past couple of days but I don't think that's anything.
Going to school/not dancing kinda sucks. As much as I thought I'd love not going to school, I kinda miss it. I miss my friends and it at least got me out of the house. Now I feel like I have no life and I never get out.