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i've been in a bad mood the past couple of days.
i'm not sure why.
my birthday was alright i guess.
everyone backed out on my dinner thing cause they said they didn't have rides but somehow got rides elsewhere.
and then i was mad because i thought eric wasn't answering my texts but he really was and my phone is just a fucked up piece of shit. i want a new one so bad. my texts dont always send. i dont get everyones texts. it goes SO slow. and it freezes up. i just want a new one.
but anyway, eric and eve ended up coming over.
and then we went out with noelle and dan.
it wasn't anything exciting.
the next day was elise's party.
that was fun.
then i didn't do anything yesterday.
and i didn't do anything tonight.
i don't enjoy when people leave me out of plans.
and i think i've gotten so used to going out every night now that i get mad when i don't have plans and i complain about having to sit home and do nothing.
especially since i don't go to school and don't dance anymore.
i have no life. and all my friends go to school so i don't get to do anything during the week. except with eve because she doesn't have a curfew and eric because he doesn't go to school.
and i guess i get attached to people too easily and then when they don't want to hang out i get annoyed and think they hate me.
so i guess no one inviting me to hang out tonight kinda made me annoyed.
along with other things.
i'm not sure why.
my birthday was alright i guess.
everyone backed out on my dinner thing cause they said they didn't have rides but somehow got rides elsewhere.
and then i was mad because i thought eric wasn't answering my texts but he really was and my phone is just a fucked up piece of shit. i want a new one so bad. my texts dont always send. i dont get everyones texts. it goes SO slow. and it freezes up. i just want a new one.
but anyway, eric and eve ended up coming over.
and then we went out with noelle and dan.
it wasn't anything exciting.
the next day was elise's party.
that was fun.
then i didn't do anything yesterday.
and i didn't do anything tonight.
i don't enjoy when people leave me out of plans.
and i think i've gotten so used to going out every night now that i get mad when i don't have plans and i complain about having to sit home and do nothing.
especially since i don't go to school and don't dance anymore.
i have no life. and all my friends go to school so i don't get to do anything during the week. except with eve because she doesn't have a curfew and eric because he doesn't go to school.
and i guess i get attached to people too easily and then when they don't want to hang out i get annoyed and think they hate me.
so i guess no one inviting me to hang out tonight kinda made me annoyed.
along with other things.