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i don't really update that much anymore cause no one reads this shit.
but nothing excitings going on anyway.
it's winter break ; no school all week thank god.
but i still have dance.
i have it tomorrow from 1-3 and then 4-8. oh good.
and i'm grounded. but i suppose it's good cause i really need this vacation to rest.
and my whole boy situation. i don't know what to do.
i'm not saying any names because anyone reading this should already know who i'm talking about.
so this boy and i have liked each other on and off for 4 years now and we've dated 3 times. every time it's the same shit. he treats me like crap when he's with his friends and we end up breaking up cause he gets sick of me or we get into a stupid fight or whatever. but he keeps coming back to me and wanting to get back together and i don't know what to do. every time we break up i'm like there's NO way that i'm going back out with him. i'm sick of being treated like shit and i deserve better. but every time he comes back to me it seems like this time he really does love me and he's not screwing with me. but then it ends up being the same old shit. so once again, he came crawling back to me and we both know that we love each other but we don't have good ways of showing it. when we go out we never see each other or spend any time together. and i'm still mad about a certain incident that happened where he thought it would be cool to come ram his tongue down my throat in front of about 40 people and then walk away and not speak to me for the rest of the night while everyone stood there and watched and laughed. i'm still hurt that he would do something like that. uh if you're going to make out with me because you want to, trust me, it's fine with me. but to do it to embarass me in front of your friends and mine, no.
he told me he wanted to talk about it today but he hasn't IMed me or anything so i'm sure he's already forgotten about it/me.
opszjgsaigsa whatever. boys are assholes.
but nothing excitings going on anyway.
it's winter break ; no school all week thank god.
but i still have dance.
i have it tomorrow from 1-3 and then 4-8. oh good.
and i'm grounded. but i suppose it's good cause i really need this vacation to rest.
and my whole boy situation. i don't know what to do.
i'm not saying any names because anyone reading this should already know who i'm talking about.
so this boy and i have liked each other on and off for 4 years now and we've dated 3 times. every time it's the same shit. he treats me like crap when he's with his friends and we end up breaking up cause he gets sick of me or we get into a stupid fight or whatever. but he keeps coming back to me and wanting to get back together and i don't know what to do. every time we break up i'm like there's NO way that i'm going back out with him. i'm sick of being treated like shit and i deserve better. but every time he comes back to me it seems like this time he really does love me and he's not screwing with me. but then it ends up being the same old shit. so once again, he came crawling back to me and we both know that we love each other but we don't have good ways of showing it. when we go out we never see each other or spend any time together. and i'm still mad about a certain incident that happened where he thought it would be cool to come ram his tongue down my throat in front of about 40 people and then walk away and not speak to me for the rest of the night while everyone stood there and watched and laughed. i'm still hurt that he would do something like that. uh if you're going to make out with me because you want to, trust me, it's fine with me. but to do it to embarass me in front of your friends and mine, no.
he told me he wanted to talk about it today but he hasn't IMed me or anything so i'm sure he's already forgotten about it/me.
opszjgsaigsa whatever. boys are assholes.