What's the point? (sexual frustration: part one)
I'm not sure why I all the sudden felt the need to set up this on-line journal thing. I'm not a computer person at all. My girlfriend is the computer geek in this house. I guess I just had some time to kill and felt the need to say something.... but the problem is that I spent too much time setting this up that I forgot what I wanted to say.
I really should be sleeping anyway. I'm sick. Cough. Runny nose. General icky feelings on the inside. I used to be such a healthy person. Usually, I wouldn't get sick more than three times a year... but I was sick twice last month alone. I only had a week and a half of perfect health. What's going on immune system?! Don't quit on my now! I'm only 21, isn't it too early for my body to start breaking down? At least I'm not as bad as Tasha. Her body is so broken down, you'd think she was 60.... but she does make a really fucking hot 60-year-old. Grrr... I haven't had sex with her in nine days. I guess I'm being insensative to the fact that she's sick too, which justifies her not being in the mood... but even before this cold (or whatever it is) hit us, I haven't been getting as much action as I used to. We've been living together for about a month now. I think perhaps the issue is that Tasha and I have finally passed the honeymoon stage of our relationship. Eight months isn't a bad lenghth for a honymoon, I guess. Maybe it's just that it's too easy now that my bed is officailly her bed and everynight when she comes home she gets to sleep naked next to me. Maybe I'm just too horny. Every night I have to resist the urge to walk my fingers between her legs... but I don't. She's had relationships that were just about sex before. She doesn't want ours to be like that. I think at this point in the game she should know that I'm totaly in love with her and that I'm not with her for sex... but that doesn't mean that I wouldn't like to enjoy the act of making love to her from time to time. I'm sexually frustrated, but I can't write about it anymore. My head hurts and I'm stinky. I'm going to take a shower and pick up a little bit before my beautiful sick woman gets home.
I really should be sleeping anyway. I'm sick. Cough. Runny nose. General icky feelings on the inside. I used to be such a healthy person. Usually, I wouldn't get sick more than three times a year... but I was sick twice last month alone. I only had a week and a half of perfect health. What's going on immune system?! Don't quit on my now! I'm only 21, isn't it too early for my body to start breaking down? At least I'm not as bad as Tasha. Her body is so broken down, you'd think she was 60.... but she does make a really fucking hot 60-year-old. Grrr... I haven't had sex with her in nine days. I guess I'm being insensative to the fact that she's sick too, which justifies her not being in the mood... but even before this cold (or whatever it is) hit us, I haven't been getting as much action as I used to. We've been living together for about a month now. I think perhaps the issue is that Tasha and I have finally passed the honeymoon stage of our relationship. Eight months isn't a bad lenghth for a honymoon, I guess. Maybe it's just that it's too easy now that my bed is officailly her bed and everynight when she comes home she gets to sleep naked next to me. Maybe I'm just too horny. Every night I have to resist the urge to walk my fingers between her legs... but I don't. She's had relationships that were just about sex before. She doesn't want ours to be like that. I think at this point in the game she should know that I'm totaly in love with her and that I'm not with her for sex... but that doesn't mean that I wouldn't like to enjoy the act of making love to her from time to time. I'm sexually frustrated, but I can't write about it anymore. My head hurts and I'm stinky. I'm going to take a shower and pick up a little bit before my beautiful sick woman gets home.