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so yess....what a year it has been..what a year....soo busy it is out of control...
i always thought senior year was goin to be the best ever...so easy...going out every night....nope folks...fuckin hard as shyt classes, horrible grades, and up till 2 in the morn doin hw every night...not to mention the me not having a life...school, b-ball, homework and work...thats all i do....
i miss last year.....i miss everything being easy and carefree, i miss having fun at school, i miss everyone from last year, i miss sonnie, i miss ms tos class, i miss being happpyy
now not to say that i am not happy right now...just thing spretty much suck...only really have 2 great people in my life right now...kristen and george...i feel like kristen is a much better friend to me than i am to her, i mena she wiped my snot with her sleeve everytime i cry (which is wuite often nowadyas)..and george, i hardly ever get to see him but i still love him....2 months today by the wayy wooo!!!!
the rents arent gettin to much better...dad wants to kick me out....y? b/c he doesnt wnat t o "put up with my shit"....any whooo...
i hate going to sleep everynight....just to wake up the next morning to the same old life...
im so miserable right now....i think i need those pills with the bouncing ball son the commercialll...loook like good stuff....
i seriously was never this depressed person beforee....i was always smiling and happyyy...what the fuck happened??
still did not start chrostmas shopping yet....kill me now....no lcue hwat i am goin to do..plus got a whopping 40 bucks leftt to spend on 6 poeple..yessss!
anywhoo...enough of me bitchinggg
"i hate to see little kids go to sleep, because they always wake up a day older and a day wiser"
i always thought senior year was goin to be the best ever...so easy...going out every night....nope folks...fuckin hard as shyt classes, horrible grades, and up till 2 in the morn doin hw every night...not to mention the me not having a life...school, b-ball, homework and work...thats all i do....
i miss last year.....i miss everything being easy and carefree, i miss having fun at school, i miss everyone from last year, i miss sonnie, i miss ms tos class, i miss being happpyy
now not to say that i am not happy right now...just thing spretty much suck...only really have 2 great people in my life right now...kristen and george...i feel like kristen is a much better friend to me than i am to her, i mena she wiped my snot with her sleeve everytime i cry (which is wuite often nowadyas)..and george, i hardly ever get to see him but i still love him....2 months today by the wayy wooo!!!!
the rents arent gettin to much better...dad wants to kick me out....y? b/c he doesnt wnat t o "put up with my shit"....any whooo...
i hate going to sleep everynight....just to wake up the next morning to the same old life...
im so miserable right now....i think i need those pills with the bouncing ball son the commercialll...loook like good stuff....
i seriously was never this depressed person beforee....i was always smiling and happyyy...what the fuck happened??
still did not start chrostmas shopping yet....kill me now....no lcue hwat i am goin to do..plus got a whopping 40 bucks leftt to spend on 6 poeple..yessss!
anywhoo...enough of me bitchinggg
"i hate to see little kids go to sleep, because they always wake up a day older and a day wiser"