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if only....but how long can i say that. sometimes we no longer have any choice but to let go and well, let God. Somewhere in me I have to find the strength that I never think I have. I don't know how I still have a fight in me. I'm so exhausted from fighting for myself. That's all I've known for 11 years. People say I'm a strong person and well frankly, I am no longer. I have nothing left in me. Everyday is a trial for me, just to get up and find motivation to get through the day is enough. I'm 20 and completely worn out.
i cant wait to get back to texas, even if it is only for a short time. i need a break. i just dont know what i'll do if i see him....cry? walk away? act as if i dont care? who knows!
i cant wait to get back to texas, even if it is only for a short time. i need a break. i just dont know what i'll do if i see him....cry? walk away? act as if i dont care? who knows!