I hate mean people
ok, so have decided that things with clifton have reached a point of no return. Def. saddens me, i miss the way we were, but currently could care less! He is a bitch! He said that since he was confused about ex girlfriend and me (whether or not he loved me) he wouldn't be dating anyone else, however the bitch has been caught. Now, i don't think he is actually dating her but might as well be. Will not talk to him about this, because will simply be giving him chance to weasel out of it and make up an excuse to make me forget, but i need to move on and not worry about this anymore. It sucks that i let myself fall in love with him. I'm so done with it, with trying to make things right again, because you know what i didn't fuck everything up...he did. Done done done!!!! My friend Keith has an away message up right now that embodies how i feel currently: "don't talk to me about decency. You wouldn't know it if it fucked you up the ass."
On another note...i randomly think about Reed, and prolly shouldn't because he is 15, but damn dude damn, that's all i have to say about that. finals are coming up and i don't like the idea of...so will think about other things....so off to think about other things....
On another note...i randomly think about Reed, and prolly shouldn't because he is 15, but damn dude damn, that's all i have to say about that. finals are coming up and i don't like the idea of...so will think about other things....so off to think about other things....