Dec 14, 2004 17:35
Well, i've been out of school now for a few days and i have yet to get a job and that totally blows because i couldn't be more broke. Also....am staying with Megan and it also blows! She has her boyfriend over seriously like a million times a day, and of course all they want to do is make out and for someone who isn't having the best luck with guys it sucks!!! i want my megan! i want her to hang out with me! But she's in love and that's cool, but damn! It would be different if Wes was a good friend of mine, but he isn't and just cause i want to hang out with her doesn't mean i want to hang out with him, and if i begin to mention how i feel about the situation, i can tell she's gonna get pissed about it. There's just no winning this one, she has to be around him all the time and i don't want to be around her when she's around him, so i'm getting screwed on this one.
Anyway, on another note, last night (due to lack of best friend and lack of job) i was playin around on the computer and i found a place where you can make your own buddy icon and i made my own and love it!! however, some say it is depressing, the strange thing is that it's the least depressing one i could think of...anyway you'll just have to IM me if you want to see it...i also posted a picture on hotornot.com, and i have a ranking of 7.2 right now, which i guess is ok. but then i put a pic on whouldyouhitthis.com and i have a 100% yes!! whooooo, glad to know i'm fuckable...jk. anyway.
I'm def. in a acoustic mood lately, that always happenes when i get melancholy. I'm really not as sad as i prolly should be, but it still hurts...but enough about that, i'm going to think happy thoughts, and they will magically manifest themselves into happy events involving a wonderfully handsome and well mannered boy who thinks the world of me, and will not end up a miserable spinster. so yea...
I had lunch with Natalie today, who has lost a lot of weight and is even more beautiful than ever, and have decided am going to seriously make diet and workout session sched. and stick to it!!!!oh, and i checked my grades and i have a 3.36 avg gpa for the first semester of college!! well i guess that isn't bad...ok that's all, have a great day everyone who happens to stumble upon this, cause i have yet to tell anyone about it, ok bye