I've been having a good time lately. Not sure why either. School has been really great too! I'm not sick anymore either. Well, I'm not 100%, but I am definitely getting there. I'll be able to go to Amtgard tomorrow! YAY! if I can I am going to go to the store and buy the mats for my tunic, sword and shield. MUAHAHA! I'M READY TO KICK SOME BARBARIAN BOOTY! Or be kicked in the booty by barbarians. Either way is fun.
My buddy Nick is in town for the weekend. He was going to move to Arizona, but decided not to so he is crashing with us for a while. We rented THREE movies last night and watched them all in a row, which is rare for me to do. But they were all good movies.
Rat Race, which I had not seen, was AWESOME. One of my favorites now, actually. I loved it! Then Saw III which was okay. I don't particularly like those movies, but they are pretty cool. It's worth seeing. Just not over and over again. I probably won't ever watch any of them again. The third movie is one of my favorites. Bean. Mr. Bean. The one where Bean goes to Los Angelas and defaces the Whistler's Mother painting. HEhEHEHE!! I love it! I had forgotten how much I loved Bean. He is definitely one of the funniest actors ever. Creepy Englishman!
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I love technology. This is like the future, ya' know? Not that it is that high tech or anything, just different and futuristic looking. Very 2K.
Oh yeah. I totally got pissed at a live journal community today, and in the past week. It was supposed to be a "Riot Punk Rock Grrrl" community. But it's filled with a bunch of camera whores, who think they are better than everyone else. Without knowing this, I joined, filled in the application, and was immediately denied by the "Riot GRRRL" community. Bunch o' posers, if you ask me. Oh, I failed to mention, that this is a rating community. I posted my application without knowing it. It didn't say that it was a rating community ANYWHERE. Well, I was auto accepted by this rating community, since it is brand new. Several girls didn't want me in though. I continued being nice to them all, being my normal talkative/rambling self. Today, one girl did something which is called "challenging". It's basically a popularity contest. The most unnatractive girl loses, and gets kicked from the community. Which I wouldn't care if I got kicked, but that isn't the point. The point is, is that they are getting a bad label on punk rock/riot grrrls/3rd wave feminists, etc. They are making us look like attention whores, or something. When this girl challenged me because "Theres nothing interesting about her and I wouldnt enjoy reading what she has to say. She rambles too much about things that don't pertain to anything." , I got incredibly pissed off. Cause, I know it's also about the way I look and dress, and I don't think anyone would mention that bluntly. I, like anyone else, would have gotten pissed at that comment anyways. So in return, I said some really mean things.
Is this some kind of stupid battle to the death or something? What the hell am I supposed to do? Ten paces then shoot? Should I draw my sword and just own you? Or what? Is this some kind of popularity contest? Beauty pageant?
None of you are better than me. NONE OF YOU. I'm not saying that I am better than any of you, but god damn! Who do you think you girls are?
YOU are all a bunch of riot grrrl posers. Every single one of you. Especially this girl. Yeah, I don't have piercings, I don't have a cool hair cut, but I can express myself way better than you can. At least I have someone else to take a picture of me. Instead of taking myspace whore pictures of myself and then photoshopping them. Maybe if I did that, I would be accepted by your stupid little immature
omg im so cool" clique.
Sure I ramble on about things. I am proud to admit that. At least I'm not all like... " OH MY GOD LOOK AT HOW HOT I AM LOOK AT MY MAKE UP OMG!!! LET ME POST SHITTY PICTURES OF THIS PARTY I WENT TO I AM SO COOL FOR GOING TO A PARTY AHHHHHH!!!!!" What the fuck is that!? I mean come on! How vain can you get? How much can you rub in my face that you are more stylish than I am? I couldn't care less how stylish you are. I have so much more self confidence than any of you girls have. Why? Because I am so much nicer, caring, kind than you all are combined.
I hope that you girls aren't the third wave feminist group. God, I hope not. I think people have forgotten what the third wave is all about. I think people have already forgotten about what being punk rock is about.
In fact, I am going to leave this stupid commnunity, and create my own. My own punk rock riot grrrl community. There will even be the same application! But there will be no "Omg no u r ugly and talk 2 much" or "yes u r aweomse omg u r perfect cuz.. well i dunno u just r" And I am inviting all of you, even though I think you are all incredibly stupid. Except for maybe two of you. The girl in the awesome riot grrrl band, and the woman who is married and with a cute daughter in the target shirt. My community will be for everyone, no matter how much they RAMBLE ABOUT NOTHING THAT DOESN'T PERTAIN TO ANYTHING, and no matter how unstylish they are, no matter they play an instrument or they don't, if they are HUGE and overweight and not skinny little bitches... YOU ARE ALL WELCOME. As long as you believe you are a riot punk rock grrrl, have strong beliefs, strong opinions, are political, are a non conformist, etc. You guys aren't anything like this. You are just cam whores. Stereo typical cam whores. Take that shit back to highschool. Or to the suicide girl myspace profile, or something stupid like that.
In fact BAN ME from your stupid community. Make me the first to be banned, okay? That would be awesome.
And if you want to help me make that community (That will 10x better than this one) just add me to you LJ, okay? And we can make it together. :)
And you better not delete this post. I want the world to see it.
I was pretty mean. In fact, I was pretty lame about it all. Besides the harsh insults, I meant all that I said. I apologized for the lame insults though. I was just sick and fed up with all this judgemental stuff. All these idiot girls who think they are better than everyone else just because of their looks. It's completely wrong. And un-cool, un-punk rock, un-riot grrrl, ect. They make me feel incredibly uncomfortable and like I am being attacked constantly. I wasn't trying to be dramatic at all. I wasn't dramatic before that girl decided to MAKE drama and challenge me. I still don't understand rating communities, and I never will. I will never understand girls.
I hate girls sometimes. Most of the time. 95% of the time. I need a real girlfriend. One that won't decide to de-friend me randomly, kinda like my old Florence High school girlfriends did.
I should have left that community as soon as I found out it was.
I hate hate hate unecessary drama on the internet. It's pointless and retarded.