Jul 11, 2005 07:07
so ive been havin a rough few days.... no matter what i do, i just cant get happy, or if i do, i cant stay happy..... dar even asked me whats wrong a million times friday night, and nothing was wrong i was having a fine time, its just my emotion and my body was just blah.... i dont get it.... but its making other people feel like i dont like them or im annoyed by them, and im not at all..... i dont even know whats been wrong with me these past few days.... hopefully this week gets better and i stop procrastinating becuz i still need to write my 5 page english composition...... yep. i think im gonna do that today during economics cuz i gotta work all night and then tomorrow i have english but i have driving and i gotta read another reading for the class..... ehh im off to a great start huh?!
but yea last night was a horrible night. i finished my 2nd harry potter book tho, im gonna skip the 3rd and go right to the 4th cuz ive read the 3rd too many times to count now. but then i go to my back porch and i see roses laying there...... and i loved them.... then my boyfriend pops up with more roses.... and we hung out for a lil while but he had to go home cuz he was sleepy..... seeing as i woke him up in the first place. lol im wonderful sometimes i know it!
but i got school in a lil bit so im off to go eat something.... oh yea did i mention work sucks??? lol yea i hate it even more now.
go me!!