believe in me, as i'm leaving you tonight.
As of now...
-I have no regrets
-I simply can't afford to say I'm not happy. I have to keep up a positive moral...because the minute I say I'm not happy, I feel depressed again. And I'd rather be numb like this, then crying all the goddamn time.
-I <3 my friends....like Libby. Libby and I go through the same stuff a lot, so I love Libby, she's my safety net.
-I tried falling in love. It's a mess. This whole love thing doesn't really exist anyway...this once hopeless romantic doesn't believe anymore.
-I can't freakin wait for summer...oh god it's going to be wonderful...oh god...if I think about it...I'll just...*sigh*
Anyway...
I think I'm going to go to sleep and be energized for tomorrow...because sometimes, as much as I wish tomorrow would never come, it always does. So I have to think that tomorrow is going to be some glorious day...because if I don't, it ends up sucking.
I guess my point with all this was...my attitude reflects everything, and I'm just starting to realize how important it is that I keep a positive outlook on everything. For the past year I've been slipping, constantly, and I still can't seem to find my balance. But I'm trying like fuck...and I'm slowly realizing what I need to get back on track. <3
-I have no regrets
-I simply can't afford to say I'm not happy. I have to keep up a positive moral...because the minute I say I'm not happy, I feel depressed again. And I'd rather be numb like this, then crying all the goddamn time.
-I <3 my friends....like Libby. Libby and I go through the same stuff a lot, so I love Libby, she's my safety net.
-I tried falling in love. It's a mess. This whole love thing doesn't really exist anyway...this once hopeless romantic doesn't believe anymore.
-I can't freakin wait for summer...oh god it's going to be wonderful...oh god...if I think about it...I'll just...*sigh*
Anyway...
I think I'm going to go to sleep and be energized for tomorrow...because sometimes, as much as I wish tomorrow would never come, it always does. So I have to think that tomorrow is going to be some glorious day...because if I don't, it ends up sucking.
I guess my point with all this was...my attitude reflects everything, and I'm just starting to realize how important it is that I keep a positive outlook on everything. For the past year I've been slipping, constantly, and I still can't seem to find my balance. But I'm trying like fuck...and I'm slowly realizing what I need to get back on track. <3