3 days shy...
So didn't even make it to 9 months...Tragic.
I am just really, really sick of falling for these assholes. Like...my self esteem gets so ruined and it takes me so long to build it back up.. (WISH I WOULD HAVE FIGURED THIS ALL OUT 30 L-B'S AGO!) So I am starting from scratch AGAIN. And this time so help me God I WILL NOT let anyone else ever do this to me again. The next time, it will be with someone who's actually worth my time and deserves to be with me. And I will find that out within the long and drawn out dating period, which I will be 4 months, because I am not falling rapidly into another destructive thing like this again. Ever. It hurts too much. I trust to easily and...I get fucked over.
Graduation is in 5 months. Scary. 'Least there's something I can count on.
I am just really, really sick of falling for these assholes. Like...my self esteem gets so ruined and it takes me so long to build it back up.. (WISH I WOULD HAVE FIGURED THIS ALL OUT 30 L-B'S AGO!) So I am starting from scratch AGAIN. And this time so help me God I WILL NOT let anyone else ever do this to me again. The next time, it will be with someone who's actually worth my time and deserves to be with me. And I will find that out within the long and drawn out dating period, which I will be 4 months, because I am not falling rapidly into another destructive thing like this again. Ever. It hurts too much. I trust to easily and...I get fucked over.
Graduation is in 5 months. Scary. 'Least there's something I can count on.