Jan 27, 2005 23:19
Well hello, its been awhile... i haven't got anything interesting to say today. then again i never do hahaha. i'm trying to think of what to say but my mind is drawing a blank....(no comments from the peanut gallery thank you!)so i'm going to england for about a month. i can't wait!!! if only i could go over there and find the guy of my dreams.... not likely since orlando bloom is taken hahahahahaa! jk jk. but i feel so lonely... i know i have a wonderful family and great friends, i mean they all totally rock. but i feel like apart of me isn't living because i haven't got anyone to love me the way a boyfriend would. now i'm just babbling in a depressed manor.... well lets see... my career is going, slowly but surely, its so much fun and exciting and interesting. i've gotten really into it latley. i mean i've actually sat down at the piano and just played anything and everything for about an hour a day, and i just can't get enough of it!! my mom said the other day that i should go to school just for the singing and piano playing and acting. it kind of made me feel like shes loosing hope cuz shes moved on to college plan already. it now seems lke a fun idea but at the same time i don't want to because then i feel like i'd have less hands on time beacause i'd be occupied with that the whole time. i might have to pass up opportunities. well this has been a bunch of random thoughts going through my mind. and unfortunately i found livejournal to write them all down in... poor you ha. i guess on that note i'll leave. futurama is on and i love that show! till later muchachos!