2 am and still up...giesh
well its 2am and i'm not tired. call me crazy but i think it was the tea i drank around 11:30... damn that caffeine! my tummy hurts too :( and today i found out that this guy i've been in love with now has a girlfriend and so thats kinda sad, why could that be me just for once?.... ooooh waaaaaaaaaa no one wants to hear your sob story sophie, go cry about it. but i don't think i will... i don't even know how i feel about him anymore. its weird, its almost like i'm holding on to him because i haven't found anything new or better. but somehow i just need someone to think about so i'm stuck on him. but i don't think my feelings for him will ever fully go away. but for right now i want something new. so you hear that guys, cmon on over cuz i'm ready. haha... i don't expect anyone to read this and care so i'll leave it at this weird and sort of pointless note. atleast i've put it in writting...right jen? are you proud of me?! ha
nighty night world.
nighty night world.