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Jan 28, 2005 21:16

Ok Well we had a stupid b~ball game yesterday! My god I am glad that their is only one more game left! We also had our pep-rally and OMG I was soooo scared! We did our cheers (about 12) and our stunts and I didnt mess up until the last cheer I messed up like 3 times! Omg I was so embarresed! Though I dont think anyone would have noticed unless they could see two cheerleaders at once. I was completly surprised at our dance I didnt mess up at all!!!! I was thrilled! We had planned to give flowers to our cheerleading coach and she almost cried. She announced the cheerleaders and I was sooooooo scared I had to go like 3rd and I didnt know what I wanted to do when it came to my turn so I just did a russian and prayed it turned out good. It was like the best russian I had ever done! I have bad knees so I was scared and I did I got extremly high and when I came down I didnt fall, or bend my knees like I always do!!!! I was so happy! N I could hear all muh friends yelling GO KAYLEIGH! WHOOOOO! N I think Victoria added Seeeexxxy! LOL! THat was fun, but the game was boring!!! Though I didnt mess up one bit!!! I also called Jacque yesterday!! Chris told Anthony her b/f his bro that he was a bad b/f and so he went alllll out for Jacque! I think that is sooo sweet! Though I cant believe Chris said that! Then Jacque told me Anthony wants to get Jacque to spend the nite even though I had already planned for her to come spend the night some time. But he wants her to so he can see her. I want her to cuz she is awesome. But their is a plus side, I'll get to see Chris. I got to see him the day we were making up our dance! I went to the store to go get "Chips" and I met him their with Asher. Then I went again yesterday and his brothers were there! So then I had to call Jacque and tell her I seen him! LOL! Today I have been like soo blanked out! I had a dream about Chris last nite and cant even remember it! Oooo I am pissed off at Cody. He was talking to this guy at School and asked him if he knew Chris, and the guy said yea. So then Cody asked him if he knew his g/f and the guy said which one. Well Cody told me about it. Now considering Chris has my name on his cell, talks to me, and about me all the time, and walks around town, school, and everywhere else with me I doubt he would be cheating on me but Cody was like, yea he's cheating on you and crap adn rrrr! So ne way I tld Chris, just to make sure even though I fully trust him. And he said that the only time he ever cheated on a girl was like 2months before we started dating (this would be in like August) and he only did it for a day and he felt bad about it. I am very jealous. I am figuring this out with Chris. I guess it's cuz I love more than anything and rite now he is my life. I may have even commited sucide, or ran away if it werent for him, he's the only one keeping me from doing something intirely stupid. He's the only thing I feel I have worth living for but I dont want him to know that. Just because I know how much pressure it could cause! He is so sweet. He loves me for me and I love that to death about him!!! Well I'm a go! Buh byez!O and I got a pic!!!
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