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Feb 22, 2005 17:24


Well here is my first entry for this name since my other one got screwed up.... I walked to school today. lol It was cold but I liked it. It gave me a chance to talk to God. Then when I almost got to school Cassandra seen me and picked me up. She's like you are not walking the rest of the way to school! It is way to cold! So I got in the car with her and went to school. I like walking to school in the morning. Its not that far and it gives me a chance to pray and stuff.

I had to help Tammy pack up Avon since it came in today. The stuff I ordered came in. I got the makeup bag, and 4 lip glosses. I did order face powder but it was "unavailable" lol. I guess I get it next time. I need to fill out the Meet Mark books so I can give them to some friends tomorrow.

We had a pep assembly today. It was really funny. The cheerleaders dressed up like the senior basketball players and did a little skit. It was really funny. I was laughing the whole time. Sophomores won the "spirit" contest. I was happy. Not very many people in my class yell, but today we did so it was pretty cool. Tonight is the last home game and it is also Senior night. Hopefully we win! hehe That would be really cool.

Kevin wasn't at school today. I guess he's really sick. He called me on my cell after school was out. I talked to him for a few minutes while I was waiting for Cassandra to finish talking to Andy. Everyone was asking me where Kevin was today. But they referred to him as my boyfriend. I'm like were not together! Were just friends. It really bugs me when people start saying that people are going out when a guy and a girl hang out together and are friends. Yeah we both like each other, but were not going to date until we get to know each other better and if it might just happen that we do go out, and then theres a chance that we might now. Its not that big of a deal and I hate when people butt into other peoples business like that....like I don't care if people ask questions but when they go around saying stuff, then it becomes a problem with me.

Grr....sorry about that. Just had to vent for a second! lol A journal is suppose to be a place where you can express your thoughts and feelings so thats what I'm going to do.

I really don't know what to do about Tabitha. Like shes one of my very good friends and everything but she is a little stuck up and everything is all about her. She knows I'm still a little bit mad about the Band Lock-In thing. She completely ignored me and Jessica so she could go and hang out with Josh and  kiss him and crap. Now Josh is all she talks about. Like I don't care that she talks about him to me, but she over does it. She just acts like a guy is more important than her friends. She left me and Jessica when she went out with Korey and she did it again at the lock in. I want to tell her about how I feel, but I don't want her to take it the wrong way. I have absolutely NO clue on what to do.

But I am going to go for now. I need to get some homework done, eat dinner, and then have some God Time. I know I don't do it enough and I need to start. I want to grow closer to the Lord and have a relationship with him like a lot of other people do. I just need prayer to help me in this.
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