fuck this shit i should be sleeping
quick update
wednesday night went to church
thursday went with my gma to take josh to basketball camp, went shopping at value city, got some food at jack in the box, and then went to sheilas to see her and the baby then we drove around and then picked up josh. came home chilled then my gma came and picked us back up and then they dropped me off at shielas and i spent the night there. we sat outside and chilled and ate some pizza omgz papa johns hmm yum! so yea then laura and shiela started arguing and so sheila and i stayed locked up in her room and i watched her as she walked around holding the baby and bitching about laura. lol she was really pissed off so then she cleaned her room while i played with the baby and then she calmed down and she fed the baby and put her to sleep. she took a shower and then i took a shower bc it was a hot day and we both had been sweating all day so i got out of the shower and my dad called and so im going up there next friday at noon! ugh that means i have to wake up early this sux and idk what luggage i wanna bring yes this is a dilemna lol im lame iknow.
but yea anyways so we both got ready and then we snuck out and took a walk it was 2 am and i was walking around in state park! omgz im crazy i know u see state park is like the worst part of our city its like the ghetto i mean all the ppl that live there are like losers they do drugs drink and are in jail most of their life shiela isnt like that though shes better than that but yea anyways i know i was crazy for walking around that late at night in that part of the town but i didnt wanna seem like a big chicken to shiela so i stuck it out and did everything she told me so iwouldnt get shot or hit on or anything. anyways so we walked to the gas station got some drinks and she got her cigars and walked back to her house. on our way to her house some black guy kept following us and he yelled at us and was like hey whats up? and me and shiela just kept walking. the entire time i was scared shitless and i kept praying lol anyways so we got to her house and then we stayed up talking and watching music videos.
she fell asleep and i couldnt sleep bc i just kept thinking alot. everytime im with her i feel sry for her and i wanna help her but then its like joe is apart of his life and she and i both think he cut my brakes the day i got my accident. idk what happened that day. idk why i was in the accident. idk why everything good in my life goes away. i just idk. anyways i was up and i kept thinking about my car crash and i kept imagining it over and over and it just made me cry. i have a month until my court date....my car is gone and it just feels like no1 cares...... um yea so this morning i woke up early got some breakfast at jack in the box,went to leisure world with my family and we went swimming and then we went and got our hair cuts. i will post pictures the minute i get batteries. i told the lady NOT to cut off any of my length and that i wanted short layers now i know she was gonna have to cut off some hair but omgz i feel so weird my hair is so short lol i went in with a shag and came out with like short hair its cute though so yea then we got some lunch and then went to my brother basketball camp and now he and i are at home chilling. i said this was gonna be a quick update but sry it wasnt lol. ok im out byes.
I feel:
|gah im soo tired!!!!!!
wednesday night went to church
thursday went with my gma to take josh to basketball camp, went shopping at value city, got some food at jack in the box, and then went to sheilas to see her and the baby then we drove around and then picked up josh. came home chilled then my gma came and picked us back up and then they dropped me off at shielas and i spent the night there. we sat outside and chilled and ate some pizza omgz papa johns hmm yum! so yea then laura and shiela started arguing and so sheila and i stayed locked up in her room and i watched her as she walked around holding the baby and bitching about laura. lol she was really pissed off so then she cleaned her room while i played with the baby and then she calmed down and she fed the baby and put her to sleep. she took a shower and then i took a shower bc it was a hot day and we both had been sweating all day so i got out of the shower and my dad called and so im going up there next friday at noon! ugh that means i have to wake up early this sux and idk what luggage i wanna bring yes this is a dilemna lol im lame iknow.
but yea anyways so we both got ready and then we snuck out and took a walk it was 2 am and i was walking around in state park! omgz im crazy i know u see state park is like the worst part of our city its like the ghetto i mean all the ppl that live there are like losers they do drugs drink and are in jail most of their life shiela isnt like that though shes better than that but yea anyways i know i was crazy for walking around that late at night in that part of the town but i didnt wanna seem like a big chicken to shiela so i stuck it out and did everything she told me so iwouldnt get shot or hit on or anything. anyways so we walked to the gas station got some drinks and she got her cigars and walked back to her house. on our way to her house some black guy kept following us and he yelled at us and was like hey whats up? and me and shiela just kept walking. the entire time i was scared shitless and i kept praying lol anyways so we got to her house and then we stayed up talking and watching music videos.
she fell asleep and i couldnt sleep bc i just kept thinking alot. everytime im with her i feel sry for her and i wanna help her but then its like joe is apart of his life and she and i both think he cut my brakes the day i got my accident. idk what happened that day. idk why i was in the accident. idk why everything good in my life goes away. i just idk. anyways i was up and i kept thinking about my car crash and i kept imagining it over and over and it just made me cry. i have a month until my court date....my car is gone and it just feels like no1 cares...... um yea so this morning i woke up early got some breakfast at jack in the box,went to leisure world with my family and we went swimming and then we went and got our hair cuts. i will post pictures the minute i get batteries. i told the lady NOT to cut off any of my length and that i wanted short layers now i know she was gonna have to cut off some hair but omgz i feel so weird my hair is so short lol i went in with a shag and came out with like short hair its cute though so yea then we got some lunch and then went to my brother basketball camp and now he and i are at home chilling. i said this was gonna be a quick update but sry it wasnt lol. ok im out byes.
I feel:
|gah im soo tired!!!!!!