i may have made it rain plz forgive me, my weakness caused u pain and this song is my sorry
at night i pray that soon ur face would fade away and everytime i try to fly i fall without my wings i feel so small i guess i need u baby
this week sux so far not much to say but yea idk i give up.yesterday i forget and i really dont care so watever i just know that i was feeling like shit and we made fruit pizza in foods class that was s0o0o fucking good then in english mr. b made us explore the outdoors and yea me,brian,bri,and tammy went walking around the school and they tried making us climb a trail up this hill and me and bri chickened out bc yea it was scary and dark and bugs and ugh nasty lol so yea we started climbin this hill and my head just started pounding so i was like no i cant do this so i walked back down and wandered off while they kept walking so yea.thats about it really. it was hot outside lol
today sucked the heat was up and our a/c isnt working so yea i bitched and whined all day till my aunt came and picked me and josh up and then we went over to her house and ate and enjoyed the cool air. i helped her move stuff then we picked up the kids and went to walmart and hardees we had the kids not even 10 min and they were fuckin drivin me nuts amanda is only 13 and shes such a picky-bratty-bitchy-lil-skinny-preppy chick omgz she drives me nuts and yea then we got paige and they dropped us off at school.
we chilled outside waitin on tammy and paige's bf and eya than tammy came and i went inside with her it was hot in ms lindauers room so i wnent outside and chilled wtih paige it was even hotter outside so yea. her friend ashlee got in the van with us and she was playing w/ her lighter and caught her hair or something on fire lol well almost lol it was funny/ we waited for break then tammy came and we chilled than i went back inside with her and chilled some more
after class was over she left so i chilled in the parking lot with my friends and then went to class. class sucked but watever me and my crew got f's on our hw and so we had to redo it and yea hung around then went on break then came back and tried to think of commercials and yea. idk i was talkin about my dream where i was looking everywhere for mark and mr. h was like so does that mean u wanna get back wtih him? and i lied and said no hes a fucking jackass and yea almost all the girls got in and was like girl dont ever go back wtih ur ex there was a reason why u broke up so leave it at that and then nikki was like yea i ewnt back to my ex and it got me nowhere so yea every1 just said stuff like that. i dont care mark hurt me like hell i did shit i would never do after he left me and then james hurt me and i did shit too. but no matter wat i do i cant seem to let either go idk wat my problem is but yea idk. anyways so i got home watched friends then me and my mom got tacobell and now im here. im hot and i fucking hate this place. im sick of everything.my stepdad is still doing drugs and my mom is never gonna leave his ass bc she thinks hes gonna change watever, im out of here in 6mos so who gives a fuck i just feel sry for my brother but ya gnite dahlins
<3 me
this week sux so far not much to say but yea idk i give up.yesterday i forget and i really dont care so watever i just know that i was feeling like shit and we made fruit pizza in foods class that was s0o0o fucking good then in english mr. b made us explore the outdoors and yea me,brian,bri,and tammy went walking around the school and they tried making us climb a trail up this hill and me and bri chickened out bc yea it was scary and dark and bugs and ugh nasty lol so yea we started climbin this hill and my head just started pounding so i was like no i cant do this so i walked back down and wandered off while they kept walking so yea.thats about it really. it was hot outside lol
today sucked the heat was up and our a/c isnt working so yea i bitched and whined all day till my aunt came and picked me and josh up and then we went over to her house and ate and enjoyed the cool air. i helped her move stuff then we picked up the kids and went to walmart and hardees we had the kids not even 10 min and they were fuckin drivin me nuts amanda is only 13 and shes such a picky-bratty-bitchy-lil-skinny-preppy chick omgz she drives me nuts and yea then we got paige and they dropped us off at school.
we chilled outside waitin on tammy and paige's bf and eya than tammy came and i went inside with her it was hot in ms lindauers room so i wnent outside and chilled wtih paige it was even hotter outside so yea. her friend ashlee got in the van with us and she was playing w/ her lighter and caught her hair or something on fire lol well almost lol it was funny/ we waited for break then tammy came and we chilled than i went back inside with her and chilled some more
after class was over she left so i chilled in the parking lot with my friends and then went to class. class sucked but watever me and my crew got f's on our hw and so we had to redo it and yea hung around then went on break then came back and tried to think of commercials and yea. idk i was talkin about my dream where i was looking everywhere for mark and mr. h was like so does that mean u wanna get back wtih him? and i lied and said no hes a fucking jackass and yea almost all the girls got in and was like girl dont ever go back wtih ur ex there was a reason why u broke up so leave it at that and then nikki was like yea i ewnt back to my ex and it got me nowhere so yea every1 just said stuff like that. i dont care mark hurt me like hell i did shit i would never do after he left me and then james hurt me and i did shit too. but no matter wat i do i cant seem to let either go idk wat my problem is but yea idk. anyways so i got home watched friends then me and my mom got tacobell and now im here. im hot and i fucking hate this place. im sick of everything.my stepdad is still doing drugs and my mom is never gonna leave his ass bc she thinks hes gonna change watever, im out of here in 6mos so who gives a fuck i just feel sry for my brother but ya gnite dahlins
<3 me