ITS OVER
well last nite at 2am ryan finally got on. turns out he got called into work. yea its called a fone honey learn to use it. but owell
Ryan1982P [2:34 AM]: hey
No1getsme88 [2:34 AM]: its about time
Ryan1982P [2:34 AM]: i got called in to work at last min
No1getsme88 [2:35 AM]: u couldnt call? text? or anything?
Ryan1982P [2:35 AM]: i dont have my phone
No1getsme88 [2:37 AM]: didnt u have ur laptop?
Ryan1982P [2:38 AM]: nope
No1getsme88 [2:39 AM]: ryan this isnt workin for
No1getsme88 [2:39 AM]: me
Ryan1982P [2:40 AM]: ok?
No1getsme88 [2:40 AM]: its just i cant take this anymore im tired of everything, all my life ive always been second to every1 and everything it was always work, i never spend time iwth my parents bc they work i dont want any more relationships like that u know
Ryan1982P [2:40 AM]: ok im sorry
No1getsme88 [2:40 AM]: i argued with my mom all day today bc i wanted to go wtih you and u never even called to let me know u couldnt come. i argued with her for no reason
Ryan1982P [2:41 AM]: im sorry
No1getsme88 [2:41 AM]: stop sayin ur sry
No1getsme88 [2:41 AM]: just listen to me
No1getsme88 [2:41 AM]: i need to get this out
Ryan1982P [2:41 AM]: i am
No1getsme88 [2:43 AM]: nothin feels rite anymore between us, i dont get butterflies, i dont smile like crazy, i dont even believe u when u say u love me, i dont kno wats goin on but nothin feels rite. i wanna be with u but all it feels like im doin is just waitin, i cant wait anymore. it feels like im waitin for nothing i dont even kno wat im waitin on. i wanna b with u but thats it i wanna BE with u. not wat we are doing
Ryan1982P [2:44 AM]: alright
No1getsme88 [2:45 AM]: is that all u have to say?
Ryan1982P [2:45 AM]: hat u do on the weekends?
No1getsme88 [2:45 AM]: wat?
Ryan1982P [2:45 AM]: nm
Ryan1982P [2:46 AM]: u wanna break up?
No1getsme88 [2:47 AM]: idk
No1getsme88 [2:47 AM]: not really
Ryan1982P [2:49 AM]: ok then what?
No1getsme88 [2:49 AM]: idk
Ryan1982P [2:50 AM]: ok?
No1getsme88 [2:51 AM]: idk
Ryan1982P [2:51 AM]: ill get my phone back tom
Ryan1982P [2:51 AM]: we can talk more about this then if u want
well i went to bed at 6am this mornin was supposed to be 4 but yea couldnt sleep. aunt bet and amanda came by at12 so then ew got ready and then went to dennys for lunch to celebrate my great gmas bday. after that we went to deals and yea i got some cool things. i havent been feelin good all day so yea i fell asleep and then got online. ryan got on and well i ended things
Ryan1982P [7:35 PM]: hey
No1getsme88 [7:36 PM]: hey
Ryan1982P [7:36 PM]: how r u?
No1getsme88 [7:36 PM]: im ok how are u?
Ryan1982P [7:37 PM]: im ok
No1getsme88 [7:37 PM]: thats good where've u been all day?
Ryan1982P [7:38 PM]: not feelin good
No1getsme88 [7:38 PM]: 0o0o ok im syr
No1getsme88 [7:38 PM]: sry*
Ryan1982P [7:38 PM]: its ok
No1getsme88 [7:38 PM]: did u get ur fone?
Ryan1982P [7:39 PM]: no ill go tom for sure an pick it up
No1getsme88 [7:39 PM]: dont u have work tomoro?
Ryan1982P [7:39 PM]: yea before i leave
No1getsme88 [7:39 PM]: mk
Ryan1982P [7:40 PM]: what u do today?
No1getsme88 [7:40 PM]: went out to eat for my gmas bday,went to deals,came hiome and slept,and now im here
No1getsme88 [7:40 PM]: u?
Ryan1982P [7:41 PM]: relked all day
Ryan1982P [7:41 PM]: relaxed
No1getsme88 [7:41 PM]: thats nice
No1getsme88 [7:42 PM]: ive been thinkin bout last nite
No1getsme88 [7:42 PM]: i think we are better off just friends for rite now
Ryan1982P [7:42 PM]: ok i guess
No1getsme88 [7:42 PM]: this isnt how i wanted things to be but its happenin and i cant stop it im sry
Ryan1982P [7:43 PM]: its cool its not ur fault
No1getsme88 [7:43 PM]: yea
No1getsme88 [7:44 PM]: im not feelin good so im gonna go i'll talk to u when i do
Ryan1982P [7:44 PM]: i still wanna be friends tho
No1getsme88 [7:44 PM]: well yea of course same here
Ryan1982P [7:45 PM]: ok i guess ill talk to u later then
im fine tho i promise
f-freaked out
i-insecure
n-neurotic
e-emotional
yea that describes me
Ryan1982P [2:34 AM]: hey
No1getsme88 [2:34 AM]: its about time
Ryan1982P [2:34 AM]: i got called in to work at last min
No1getsme88 [2:35 AM]: u couldnt call? text? or anything?
Ryan1982P [2:35 AM]: i dont have my phone
No1getsme88 [2:37 AM]: didnt u have ur laptop?
Ryan1982P [2:38 AM]: nope
No1getsme88 [2:39 AM]: ryan this isnt workin for
No1getsme88 [2:39 AM]: me
Ryan1982P [2:40 AM]: ok?
No1getsme88 [2:40 AM]: its just i cant take this anymore im tired of everything, all my life ive always been second to every1 and everything it was always work, i never spend time iwth my parents bc they work i dont want any more relationships like that u know
Ryan1982P [2:40 AM]: ok im sorry
No1getsme88 [2:40 AM]: i argued with my mom all day today bc i wanted to go wtih you and u never even called to let me know u couldnt come. i argued with her for no reason
Ryan1982P [2:41 AM]: im sorry
No1getsme88 [2:41 AM]: stop sayin ur sry
No1getsme88 [2:41 AM]: just listen to me
No1getsme88 [2:41 AM]: i need to get this out
Ryan1982P [2:41 AM]: i am
No1getsme88 [2:43 AM]: nothin feels rite anymore between us, i dont get butterflies, i dont smile like crazy, i dont even believe u when u say u love me, i dont kno wats goin on but nothin feels rite. i wanna be with u but all it feels like im doin is just waitin, i cant wait anymore. it feels like im waitin for nothing i dont even kno wat im waitin on. i wanna b with u but thats it i wanna BE with u. not wat we are doing
Ryan1982P [2:44 AM]: alright
No1getsme88 [2:45 AM]: is that all u have to say?
Ryan1982P [2:45 AM]: hat u do on the weekends?
No1getsme88 [2:45 AM]: wat?
Ryan1982P [2:45 AM]: nm
Ryan1982P [2:46 AM]: u wanna break up?
No1getsme88 [2:47 AM]: idk
No1getsme88 [2:47 AM]: not really
Ryan1982P [2:49 AM]: ok then what?
No1getsme88 [2:49 AM]: idk
Ryan1982P [2:50 AM]: ok?
No1getsme88 [2:51 AM]: idk
Ryan1982P [2:51 AM]: ill get my phone back tom
Ryan1982P [2:51 AM]: we can talk more about this then if u want
well i went to bed at 6am this mornin was supposed to be 4 but yea couldnt sleep. aunt bet and amanda came by at12 so then ew got ready and then went to dennys for lunch to celebrate my great gmas bday. after that we went to deals and yea i got some cool things. i havent been feelin good all day so yea i fell asleep and then got online. ryan got on and well i ended things
Ryan1982P [7:35 PM]: hey
No1getsme88 [7:36 PM]: hey
Ryan1982P [7:36 PM]: how r u?
No1getsme88 [7:36 PM]: im ok how are u?
Ryan1982P [7:37 PM]: im ok
No1getsme88 [7:37 PM]: thats good where've u been all day?
Ryan1982P [7:38 PM]: not feelin good
No1getsme88 [7:38 PM]: 0o0o ok im syr
No1getsme88 [7:38 PM]: sry*
Ryan1982P [7:38 PM]: its ok
No1getsme88 [7:38 PM]: did u get ur fone?
Ryan1982P [7:39 PM]: no ill go tom for sure an pick it up
No1getsme88 [7:39 PM]: dont u have work tomoro?
Ryan1982P [7:39 PM]: yea before i leave
No1getsme88 [7:39 PM]: mk
Ryan1982P [7:40 PM]: what u do today?
No1getsme88 [7:40 PM]: went out to eat for my gmas bday,went to deals,came hiome and slept,and now im here
No1getsme88 [7:40 PM]: u?
Ryan1982P [7:41 PM]: relked all day
Ryan1982P [7:41 PM]: relaxed
No1getsme88 [7:41 PM]: thats nice
No1getsme88 [7:42 PM]: ive been thinkin bout last nite
No1getsme88 [7:42 PM]: i think we are better off just friends for rite now
Ryan1982P [7:42 PM]: ok i guess
No1getsme88 [7:42 PM]: this isnt how i wanted things to be but its happenin and i cant stop it im sry
Ryan1982P [7:43 PM]: its cool its not ur fault
No1getsme88 [7:43 PM]: yea
No1getsme88 [7:44 PM]: im not feelin good so im gonna go i'll talk to u when i do
Ryan1982P [7:44 PM]: i still wanna be friends tho
No1getsme88 [7:44 PM]: well yea of course same here
Ryan1982P [7:45 PM]: ok i guess ill talk to u later then
im fine tho i promise
f-freaked out
i-insecure
n-neurotic
e-emotional
yea that describes me