way back down
when everyone in the whole world wants you to be away from someone you love you being to feel like what they are saying is true...problem is, it wont be, never will. I will always want to be held and loved by him, and although we may not be able to make this work so young, that love will always be there if it was ever again possible. My parents hate me, but its their fault for having me, I hate what has happened with will but it is no one's fault that i fell in love with someone i cant have. he is my dream boy with the largest flaw, being uncommited and scandelous. figures i would love someone who could so easily cheat, but truth be known its happened many a times and this is the first i actually care. likewise, he has made so much of an effort to show me he loves me too and would be a fool to deny and oppress it. I hope something good happens in my life and I hope one day Will and I can be together again in a world full of lies. Why do people lie to the ones they love? To protect their own feelings...Eventually realizing how destrucitve things can get. dammit i hate loosing something i cared so much about, yet i know there is a place for us even if it rests in history. we will always love each other.