Jul 09, 2006 16:42
YEA so when I said will and I wont last forever. I prob. meant much longer. I woke up this morning to a break up. I feel heartbroken but people have done this to me before, Im just suprised that after almost what would be six monthes, he choose to let me know that his first love superceedes anything I can provide. I feel sorry most of all for myself, for getting wrapped up in another jerk's life...letting my school and job go because of my insanity and throwedness. Im glad that I am learning how badly one can fuck up sooner than later. I love will so much, today kills me. Thank god for beer. I mean friends. true friend and beer. fuck life can really suck sometimes