*im just a summer girl...*

[pinktangerines]

So its really crazy to believe that in 2 weeks ill be on my own living in Oswego at college...It really scares me. I mean, i wont have parents there with me or even kiss me goodnite which yes i still kiss my parents goodnite lol I am soo excited to go but i dont want to leave all this behind. I dont want to leave East High and all my friends...its so sad to think about. I dont like thinking about it but im so emotional I mean, last week i saw Nate which was so...great! lol and i wish i could be with him more cuz its insanly crazy the whole thing really, almost like a movie.lol Im not gonna lie, its not like i havent crushed on other ppl in the past 5 years but something ALWAYS went wrong in them and right now i love the idea of him and hes so great! lol Anyways i dont even know what im sayin lol I guess everything is just confusing me lately, especially the whole nate thing...So anyways,
summer was amazing but not as great as it usually is..dont get my wrong, i am gonna miss those hott summer nights sittin up at the cottage prank calling ppl and hangin with my cousins...anyways i guess i cant think about it, i just have to...live and not stay in the past...So anyways im gonna go lol ttyl loe you all and Kimmikins, you better bring those girls to beat wilson this year! I love my vb fruit salad!! lol

*Em*