Feb 03, 2004 12:41
I am getting SOOOOOOOOOOOO(3475983745) sick of all of the fucking people that think that they know best. If I hear another fucking smartass reply from a snidbit fuck that thinks they can TELL ME WHAT TO BELIEVE, they will not hear the fucking end of it. They will want to drown themselves in a sea of shit just to escape my wrath. I've fucking had it. I need to take a chill pill, but fuck it, why should I? These people deserve to fucking hear what I have to say.
I miss the friends that I thought I had. I miss the lies of what they told me before I found out that they were all false, and that they would never feel like that for me. I miss having people treat me like shit, because at least then they bothered to fucking look at me. I miss the looks that people gave me to show that they cared. The good actors that they were. I miss being treated like a peice of ass, because people at least let me think that I was attractive. Fuck people. This is how they make me feel. This is how they want to fall. I hate all of them. I hate everyone that ever said a kind word to me, cause I know that it was all lies. Why would they do this to me? I never lied to them. I listened to them when they had to bitch about all of their petty problems and losses of friends. I gave them a place to stay when they needed shelter. I gave them money when they had no money for food or clothes. I did all of that, and they still had not a kind word to say to me. Not even a sarcastic thank you. They just told me to fuck off. Thank you for all of the fucked up things that all of you did to me. By causing me to hate you, you have given me the strength to want to fucking shoot you. I won't. I'm not stupid. I will just live a life of shit and lies, and not do a god damn thing about it. How do you feel now