Could you Pray for me?
Guys,
I would really appreciate it if you could send out a prayer for me for the next few months. I am still stuggling with the decision to transfer or not. I honestly dont know anymore. There are benefits to both schools, but they are so different! Its like not possible to compare the two schools. One would think that I should just do what I want, but I dont know what that is! I dont know what I am capable of. Like I dont know if I am capable of making really good friends with the people here so I dont know if closeness to home should be really important to me. In reality, the fact that I am homesick is what is driving this debate about whether or not to transfer. I dont know! If i wasnt homesick, I wouldnt have this problem. I feel like I need to prove something to everyone. Like I wanted to go to this school so badly, and now I am here, after all this pleading and I feel like I need to prove that i can do it.
Overall I need prayers about this. I dont know what God wants me to do. If he wants me to stay here then I know I can do it. I just dont know if thats what he wants. I havent gotten a clear answer.
I would really appreciate it if you could send out a prayer for me for the next few months. I am still stuggling with the decision to transfer or not. I honestly dont know anymore. There are benefits to both schools, but they are so different! Its like not possible to compare the two schools. One would think that I should just do what I want, but I dont know what that is! I dont know what I am capable of. Like I dont know if I am capable of making really good friends with the people here so I dont know if closeness to home should be really important to me. In reality, the fact that I am homesick is what is driving this debate about whether or not to transfer. I dont know! If i wasnt homesick, I wouldnt have this problem. I feel like I need to prove something to everyone. Like I wanted to go to this school so badly, and now I am here, after all this pleading and I feel like I need to prove that i can do it.
Overall I need prayers about this. I dont know what God wants me to do. If he wants me to stay here then I know I can do it. I just dont know if thats what he wants. I havent gotten a clear answer.