Giving up
You know what guys? I really just feel like giving up. Just throwing my hands in the air and saying "I DONT FRICKEN CARE ANYMORE!" Life just really sucks, its almost never good. I constantly feel like I'm not good enough, and I'm sick of it. If you were to create an image of me right now in my life, it would look something like this:
I'm walking down a stoned path with a few people, some of them I know personally and deep connections with, others I dont. I start walking and just start staggering and collapsing. I get up, but everytime I fall, its harder to get up again; eventually I just collapse and cry, praying that my friends around see me.
The future of this image, hopefully:
Some of my friends see me and pick me up and hold me up while I continue walking.
I hope that some of my friends will help, but I dont know. I have faith that they will, but still I dont know.
I'm walking down a stoned path with a few people, some of them I know personally and deep connections with, others I dont. I start walking and just start staggering and collapsing. I get up, but everytime I fall, its harder to get up again; eventually I just collapse and cry, praying that my friends around see me.
The future of this image, hopefully:
Some of my friends see me and pick me up and hold me up while I continue walking.
I hope that some of my friends will help, but I dont know. I have faith that they will, but still I dont know.