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Sometimes I can't decide who I want to be. I guess the term 'finding yourself', really does mean something. I want to be 900 hundred different people. Cute, preppy, fun, nice, prude. Drugs, party, drink, be wild. Buy 600 dollar shoe's. Not fucking care about clothes. Want money. Dispite jobs. Be an actress. Do nothing. Go to collage. Travel Europe. Do every kind of drug. Not ever even think about trying drugs. Party all the time. Just want to go to the movies. Go shopping. Sleep in. Be a hippie. Be superficial. Just read and write. Watch tv. It's amazing how easily words come out when you write from your heart. And how corny lines can sound. And why do they have to be corny? Why do we have to decide what kind of life we want?