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work sucks and i im so mad about it i cant even talk about it in detail. basically, i got fucked and im tired of it. im getting behind the bar or im getting a new job. im tired of crappy management and uncooperative coworkers. and if i even think about it anymore, my head might explode.
aside from that things are going decently. i talked to dave for like an hour tonight. hes coming home for a visit the first week of september and im so so so excited. i havent seen him in so long. i miss him so dearly. he did get a little weird when i told him i had a boyfriend. like real quiet and didnt have much response. perhaps its cos he and amber are officially over. hes pretty broken up about it. but i know he will find his way through it. hes a smart kid. everyone gets their hearts broken. im the queen of that. im trying not to this time around. so far, its been great. but then, its also only been like 2 weeks.
the only thing thats really come weird was some shitty strange comment mike made last night. it pissed me off even though i didnt really know what he was talking about. something along the lines of 'russ has a giiirrllfriend. stupid someone or another' and i wasnt sure who he was talking about or why he would say whoevers name but i didnt like the connotation involved. i dont want to be one of those girlfriends the friends get annoyed with. so i said something to mike about it and hes like 'i was screwin with russ. you and i are way cool'. russ also asks for my opinion with band stuff. i dont know if i want to go there just yet. hes all like 'you are into music, youve had experience with bands'. but i dont want to step on any toes. at least not til i know more about his bands entirely. and mike told me i was lucky that i got to go to sleeper car practices cos usually they dont have the girlfriends involved. i spose in retrospect, thats a sign that everyones cool with me. especially cos russ and i werent exactly dating for that first rehersal. whatever. im not going to be paranoid...
i also hung out with some other cool musicians. alex sands who was really awesome but totally strange. but like in a good way. hes got this really awesome hat. and smokes a shit ton of weed. ton schraeder also hella talented. he bartends at lillys which is awesome in terms of getting free beer... the past few times russ and i have been together, we ended up at toms place. drinking and again, smoking lots of pot. im seeing a trend with these singer/songwriter types. but toms really awesome and a super straight up guy. he will be playing with sleeper car this wednesday. then we hung out with curtis evans after he played at lollapolooza. he sadly informed us that as bad ass of a musician that ryan adams is, hes pretty weird-o. which gives me sad pants. sad pants are bad.
in other news, i hung out with peter, henry & matt again. i have so much fun with them. though i got a shit ton of mosquito bites. that might have had something to do with the syruppy rumpleminze all over my legs from work. thanks mario.
i can hear my roommate having sex. that freaks me out.
anyone wanting to see sleeper car on wednesday... i still got ticketos. bitches.
work sucks and i im so mad about it i cant even talk about it in detail. basically, i got fucked and im tired of it. im getting behind the bar or im getting a new job. im tired of crappy management and uncooperative coworkers. and if i even think about it anymore, my head might explode.
aside from that things are going decently. i talked to dave for like an hour tonight. hes coming home for a visit the first week of september and im so so so excited. i havent seen him in so long. i miss him so dearly. he did get a little weird when i told him i had a boyfriend. like real quiet and didnt have much response. perhaps its cos he and amber are officially over. hes pretty broken up about it. but i know he will find his way through it. hes a smart kid. everyone gets their hearts broken. im the queen of that. im trying not to this time around. so far, its been great. but then, its also only been like 2 weeks.
the only thing thats really come weird was some shitty strange comment mike made last night. it pissed me off even though i didnt really know what he was talking about. something along the lines of 'russ has a giiirrllfriend. stupid someone or another' and i wasnt sure who he was talking about or why he would say whoevers name but i didnt like the connotation involved. i dont want to be one of those girlfriends the friends get annoyed with. so i said something to mike about it and hes like 'i was screwin with russ. you and i are way cool'. russ also asks for my opinion with band stuff. i dont know if i want to go there just yet. hes all like 'you are into music, youve had experience with bands'. but i dont want to step on any toes. at least not til i know more about his bands entirely. and mike told me i was lucky that i got to go to sleeper car practices cos usually they dont have the girlfriends involved. i spose in retrospect, thats a sign that everyones cool with me. especially cos russ and i werent exactly dating for that first rehersal. whatever. im not going to be paranoid...
i also hung out with some other cool musicians. alex sands who was really awesome but totally strange. but like in a good way. hes got this really awesome hat. and smokes a shit ton of weed. ton schraeder also hella talented. he bartends at lillys which is awesome in terms of getting free beer... the past few times russ and i have been together, we ended up at toms place. drinking and again, smoking lots of pot. im seeing a trend with these singer/songwriter types. but toms really awesome and a super straight up guy. he will be playing with sleeper car this wednesday. then we hung out with curtis evans after he played at lollapolooza. he sadly informed us that as bad ass of a musician that ryan adams is, hes pretty weird-o. which gives me sad pants. sad pants are bad.
in other news, i hung out with peter, henry & matt again. i have so much fun with them. though i got a shit ton of mosquito bites. that might have had something to do with the syruppy rumpleminze all over my legs from work. thanks mario.
i can hear my roommate having sex. that freaks me out.
anyone wanting to see sleeper car on wednesday... i still got ticketos. bitches.