i think i owe this to you guys...
i know i've been horrible, absolutely horrible. i've been nothing short of it. i'm soooo busy. i go to school full time, 3 of my classes are music classes so i must practice. i work between 20-30 hours a week. i have a boyfriend who i love too much & spend all my free time with. i hang out with friends as much as i can, Scott is usually there haha. but anyways... i have neglected everyone on my journal & i hate that because all of you are my friends, too! so... while i have 3 hours of free time, i will give a short [well, as short as possible] summary as to what's been happening with me lately.
i am a myspace whore! if you have myspace, add me HERE cause i check that at least once a day. send me a message, add me, we'll chat. also, my aim name is ZONACRUZ6 and you're all welcome to add me and talk to me. i don't comment like, ever, i know, and i'm sorry. but i still care about what's going on with you. i just might have to find alternate ways to know what's going on. don't hate me, please.
i seriously, honestly, truly believe Scott is it. he's it. i was intrigued by him ever since i saw his picture on Winged Deception's website. crap was going on with Aaryn at the time, but i know it all happened for a reason. Scott and i get each other. he has a magical way of making me feel better, even when i'm at my worst, and i do the same for him. the time we have together is amazing, but never quite enough. we're gonna move in together [and probably with 2 other people, too] this summer. we're planning a vacation to Florida in July. everything is perfect. i love him with my entire being & nothing will take me away from him. i was so afraid to fall in love. i didn't want to get hurt. but i don't think i will get hurt. if we part, it'll be on good terms and it will be mutual. i don't want us to ever be apart though. i don't want anyone else to know how amazing he is. he is my love bug, my baby. he is everything to me. i trust him 10000000000000000000000000000x more with everything than i ever could with Austin. i'm just me and that's okay with Scott.
my life is filled with happiness. i don't even really drink anymore, Scott neither, because i just don't feel the need or want to. i had two shots last night and it wasn't even very fun. Scott and i were talking about that. we might just stop drinking. the effect alcohol has on me is nothing compared to how i feel with Scott. i'm high all the time when i'm with him and it's amazing. i don't need alcohol, weed, cigarettes, anything. i just need him. i'm so unbelievably in love with everything he is.
i'm switching my major to vocal performance for next semester. i have to audition, but i've been told the department is easy enough to get into, so i'm not too worried. Aaryn is gonna accompany me, so that should be fun. :)
what else is going on with all of you?
i'll try to update this thing more frequently, but i can't promise anything.
oh. i have also lost weight/gained muscle since dating Scott. he's lactosse intolerant and he's allergic to corn syrup. we eat a lot of vegetarian meals together and a lot of organic food so it's Scottie-safe. hehe. yay!
perfect love... my dream come true.
i am a myspace whore! if you have myspace, add me HERE cause i check that at least once a day. send me a message, add me, we'll chat. also, my aim name is ZONACRUZ6 and you're all welcome to add me and talk to me. i don't comment like, ever, i know, and i'm sorry. but i still care about what's going on with you. i just might have to find alternate ways to know what's going on. don't hate me, please.
i seriously, honestly, truly believe Scott is it. he's it. i was intrigued by him ever since i saw his picture on Winged Deception's website. crap was going on with Aaryn at the time, but i know it all happened for a reason. Scott and i get each other. he has a magical way of making me feel better, even when i'm at my worst, and i do the same for him. the time we have together is amazing, but never quite enough. we're gonna move in together [and probably with 2 other people, too] this summer. we're planning a vacation to Florida in July. everything is perfect. i love him with my entire being & nothing will take me away from him. i was so afraid to fall in love. i didn't want to get hurt. but i don't think i will get hurt. if we part, it'll be on good terms and it will be mutual. i don't want us to ever be apart though. i don't want anyone else to know how amazing he is. he is my love bug, my baby. he is everything to me. i trust him 10000000000000000000000000000x more with everything than i ever could with Austin. i'm just me and that's okay with Scott.
my life is filled with happiness. i don't even really drink anymore, Scott neither, because i just don't feel the need or want to. i had two shots last night and it wasn't even very fun. Scott and i were talking about that. we might just stop drinking. the effect alcohol has on me is nothing compared to how i feel with Scott. i'm high all the time when i'm with him and it's amazing. i don't need alcohol, weed, cigarettes, anything. i just need him. i'm so unbelievably in love with everything he is.
i'm switching my major to vocal performance for next semester. i have to audition, but i've been told the department is easy enough to get into, so i'm not too worried. Aaryn is gonna accompany me, so that should be fun. :)
what else is going on with all of you?
i'll try to update this thing more frequently, but i can't promise anything.
oh. i have also lost weight/gained muscle since dating Scott. he's lactosse intolerant and he's allergic to corn syrup. we eat a lot of vegetarian meals together and a lot of organic food so it's Scottie-safe. hehe. yay!
perfect love... my dream come true.