now i will tell you what i've done for you 50 thousand tears i've cried
im starting to think, acting so easygoing with everyone, and being happy and hyper almost the time, isnt a good idea. people dont realize i get pissed off. because it takes a lot to piss me off and show it. but when you do, i fucking explode... but thats only happened once or twice, so people dont realize what will fucking happen if they keep treating me like shit, and using me (at least thats what it seems like sometimes). maybe if i acted uptight and bitchy alot more then i do now, people would get the fucking idea that im not an idiot without feelings. only like 2 or 3 people i know seem to realize that i do have feelings and get pissed off as much as everyone else, and its starting to really piss me off.