yes, this shall be a semi emotional semi drunk post
I drove home from hollywood just now, maybe not the best idea to drive, but the drive home was fine, and I wouldn't have gone if I knew I couldn't have. and I decided to come home because I knew it would be a lonely night, so I figured that I'd rather be lonely at home in my bed with lots of pillows, instead of on a floor.
halfway home, started getting emotional, cried, yea, whats new?
gabe and I had a talk tonight about my life. so the two boys I desire, are unatainable to me at this time. one "doesn't like me in 'that way'" (when I'm not even sure why I like him 'that way' and why I can't stop) and the other who knows, it would def be a posibility, but he has a girlfriend. damnit. ahhhhh.
I'm his fav : ) but damnit again.
so this would be the perfect time for everything to just all come together, but of course, it's my life, so that can't happen. 2/3, only 2/3.
.give me love.
halfway home, started getting emotional, cried, yea, whats new?
gabe and I had a talk tonight about my life. so the two boys I desire, are unatainable to me at this time. one "doesn't like me in 'that way'" (when I'm not even sure why I like him 'that way' and why I can't stop) and the other who knows, it would def be a posibility, but he has a girlfriend. damnit. ahhhhh.
I'm his fav : ) but damnit again.
so this would be the perfect time for everything to just all come together, but of course, it's my life, so that can't happen. 2/3, only 2/3.
.give me love.