love me for me...
so i'm at my uncle erics casa updatingl...so lately i've been thinking about nick...i don't know why but i think i might like him again...of course i'll keep it to myself and he won't know about it...he's just so cool and he makes me smile by saying really dumb stuff...heh. I hung out with him the other day and he looked oh so cute. -sighs- but its nick and we'd go really great together i think. so still no word from justin. oh well. what can ya do...when he's ready to call or come around he will...just like the other day...so yeah i really feel like corina hates talking to me. i mean i make every effort to talk or possibly hang out and she's just so NOT impressed by me...-shrugs- i don't know what else to do anymore. hmmm...i know what veronica means about being happy about everything even from a simple car ride... its funny how such nice weather can do that. I'm always in thee best mood possible when its nice outside...anything that i was ever worried about just seems so frivolous and pointless to worry about. i mean at this very moment its beautiful outside. so yeah i talked to allie last night and she's coming in town on the 9th with her new boy toy. heh. hmmm what else? lately i've felt as though something is missing in my life and i can't seem to pinpoint what it is...i mean something is making my life incomplete. i dunno i think maybe it might be that i have higher expectations of myself at this point in my life and i'm not doing everything i said i'd do. it sucks how some days everything will be ok and others it wont'. -shrugs- well i guess i better get going...until next time. peace out!
kat