Show Me A Mirror Image Of What You Think I Am...
For you...Dont push me around, don't look down on me! I know what your doing! I won't fall for your games again because Ive had 4 years of this bullshit. Im ready to move on to bigger things. Theres only so much a person can put up with for another year. You pretend your someone your not, i know who you are your a mirror image of who you think people want you to be. You dont know me. You never had the chance to. Im nothing to you and honestly, im okay with that now. Because your nothing to me too. So its time to stop pretending that you really care...your only there to brag and be center of attention...again! Well its time to quit the act cuz your really not the number one actor/actress in this play. If i was the director you wouldnt be part of it, your shine through. Your true personality of bitch shows through all the time and people can see your really not who you pretend. Its all an act! One day you'll see that! But for now? Im so happy to be me without you. I spent so much time trying to recover something that just really wasnt there anymore. Funny how things work right? Things happen for a reason, and for once in my life i REALLY dont care to figure out the reason of this. Im so ready to move on and grow up, start my future. From me.
And for you. Well i guess theres only so much a mother can do right? You have ruined my life for the past 13 and a half months. Thanks! There are so many things i would love to just scream at you and then walk away. Unfortunately unlike yourself i still am respectful. You've taught me so many things that i will never do in my lifetime. Maybe you would like to call it a lesson learned. You'd probably be proud of teaching me something...if only you knew! If only you knew how many times ive cried myself to sleep. Thinking of what could have been! You left US! We never would have left you! Bullshit for ANY reason you think you had. Its another attention grabber issue you have. You can tell me its not your fault 1000 more times but i'll never believe it. People can say what they want. She can bitch and complain to me about how its not your fault. Thats nice...i really dont care for her useless comments shes always been more FOR you than us anyways. Shes just like you...you and your ignornant selfish ways! Ive tried so hard to give you the chance i once thought you deserve to fix the mistakes youve made. Maybe not with dad, but with me! So many times ive tried to help the situation. And then i get called an "Inconvienience" and a "expense" Well fuck it! Im over with it. Im done! Finally im free of all the shit! Theres no way i'll stand for this anymore. Im weak, yet strong! Youve made me the strongest person ever. So go ahead and try again. Try to ruin me! Try to ruin us! It'll never happen! Because we have eachother and that is all i need in this world! the love i get from him is more than anything you've ever tried. So this is it. This is the end of this horrible on going nightmare ive been through for a year and one month. This is what in fairy tales they call "The end" maybe not happily ever after, but im okay with living with what you've created of yourself and its nothing that i could have stopped and everything you made yourself live with. I will forever not feel guilty for something Ive never done. So may it be your happily ever after that you've made for yourself one day you will see what you've lost. One day...
-just my personal thoughts... about people?-
And for you. Well i guess theres only so much a mother can do right? You have ruined my life for the past 13 and a half months. Thanks! There are so many things i would love to just scream at you and then walk away. Unfortunately unlike yourself i still am respectful. You've taught me so many things that i will never do in my lifetime. Maybe you would like to call it a lesson learned. You'd probably be proud of teaching me something...if only you knew! If only you knew how many times ive cried myself to sleep. Thinking of what could have been! You left US! We never would have left you! Bullshit for ANY reason you think you had. Its another attention grabber issue you have. You can tell me its not your fault 1000 more times but i'll never believe it. People can say what they want. She can bitch and complain to me about how its not your fault. Thats nice...i really dont care for her useless comments shes always been more FOR you than us anyways. Shes just like you...you and your ignornant selfish ways! Ive tried so hard to give you the chance i once thought you deserve to fix the mistakes youve made. Maybe not with dad, but with me! So many times ive tried to help the situation. And then i get called an "Inconvienience" and a "expense" Well fuck it! Im over with it. Im done! Finally im free of all the shit! Theres no way i'll stand for this anymore. Im weak, yet strong! Youve made me the strongest person ever. So go ahead and try again. Try to ruin me! Try to ruin us! It'll never happen! Because we have eachother and that is all i need in this world! the love i get from him is more than anything you've ever tried. So this is it. This is the end of this horrible on going nightmare ive been through for a year and one month. This is what in fairy tales they call "The end" maybe not happily ever after, but im okay with living with what you've created of yourself and its nothing that i could have stopped and everything you made yourself live with. I will forever not feel guilty for something Ive never done. So may it be your happily ever after that you've made for yourself one day you will see what you've lost. One day...
-just my personal thoughts... about people?-