Don't know what else to say...
Please Trust me. Please trust that I wont hurt you. Please trust that I see something in you that you dont see in yourself, and that one day you'll see it too. I'm sorry for not always believeing you, and I'm sorry for not always knowing what you want. But thats how it works, we work like that. We pick on eachother, you call me a little kid and I call you a dork, But we dont love eachother any less because of it. And thats what it all comes down to, the fact you love me and I love you. We are the way we look at eachother and make eachother smile because you know the other one is feeling the exact same feelings you are. Tyler, I trust you with my heart, and am only asking one thing of you. Please dont break it. Please just trust what you feel, because I've seen the look in your eyes, and I know you love me. You've admitted that you are afraid, and I was too, but losing out on what we have because we are scared, would be worse than giving it everything we have. I know we wont always understand eachother the way we want to, and Im not asking you to always understand me, because thats not what I want. I don't want someone who knows everything I feel, and Im so glad that you dont. Just think of something real quick, friday when we were laying there and I turned around to face you, and we just sat there...do you ever want anything less than that? Thats so perfect, and there is nothing better...and I will fight with all of my being to keep that, I know we have had so many people going aganst us, but look at us? Look how we are, we know we are right for eachother, and it doesnt matter what other people think. Just think about that, can we just let all of this go, and be us again? The us that picks on eachother, and lays around and is content with just being with eachother, and who does random things to make eachother smile, Tyler your the boy that I can spend 3 hours arguing with, but when I hear that tone of your voice where your happy again, and when you make a joke, I forget all that, and know everything is right again. Please sweetheart, thats all I'm asking. I love you so much:)
remember this...
Dicht08: so i no like nothin about u
Dicht08: whens ur birthday
SweetStar067: i know its kind of funny
SweetStar067: august 26th
SweetStar067: yours?
Dicht08: may 12
Dicht08: this is pathetic whats ur middle name
SweetStar067: ashley
SweetStar067: how lucky
SweetStar067: lol
....
Dicht08: i no ur thinkin somthin
SweetStar067: you always think im thinking something!
Dicht08: better than thinkin u dont think at all
SweetStar067: true
Dicht08: ;-);-)
SweetStar067: but really its nothing
Dicht08: just a habit
Dicht08: ill have to get used to it
Dicht08: that ur not thinkin evertime u do it
Dicht08: jk
.........
Dicht08: il just have to kiss u every time u do it and dont give me a reason
Dicht08: ;-);-)
SweetStar067: wouldnt mind
I hope you remember all that...wow....its funny how we have grown. But one think I got from reading all that was how much I love you...Tyler Jason Ailing, you mean the world to me, and NOTHING is going to change that. When I think of all we have been through in the past 10 months, and how much more we have to come, I cant help but love you more. Reading through that first conversation made me think of everything though,and I hope you realize all we have. I love you.
remember this...
Dicht08: so i no like nothin about u
Dicht08: whens ur birthday
SweetStar067: i know its kind of funny
SweetStar067: august 26th
SweetStar067: yours?
Dicht08: may 12
Dicht08: this is pathetic whats ur middle name
SweetStar067: ashley
SweetStar067: how lucky
SweetStar067: lol
....
Dicht08: i no ur thinkin somthin
SweetStar067: you always think im thinking something!
Dicht08: better than thinkin u dont think at all
SweetStar067: true
Dicht08: ;-);-)
SweetStar067: but really its nothing
Dicht08: just a habit
Dicht08: ill have to get used to it
Dicht08: that ur not thinkin evertime u do it
Dicht08: jk
.........
Dicht08: il just have to kiss u every time u do it and dont give me a reason
Dicht08: ;-);-)
SweetStar067: wouldnt mind
I hope you remember all that...wow....its funny how we have grown. But one think I got from reading all that was how much I love you...Tyler Jason Ailing, you mean the world to me, and NOTHING is going to change that. When I think of all we have been through in the past 10 months, and how much more we have to come, I cant help but love you more. Reading through that first conversation made me think of everything though,and I hope you realize all we have. I love you.