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i know now....he deserves so much better than me he really does, i can't believe how horrible i am i've ruined his life, i've literally taken the past 4 years away from him....i'm so stupid i really am...he deserves to be happy and he is happy without me....i can't believe i've done this...i hope he can forgive me...i don't deserve him at all. i'm pathetic, i really am i can't believe i've made him so unhappy.