i miss him so much

[pinkstarfaerie]

I can't get hold of him right now, he called me earlier and he sounded pretty down and forgot to take his meds.... i'm worried about him, i don't want to call him cos i don't want to push him away but then i just want to know he's ok, i miss him so much, i miss all the good times we had together.... infact one of the them was last night.... i think i just want to be with him right now i miss him when we're not together:( please call me:(:(:(:(

I know it's only him i want and i hope to god that he feels the same... i'm so sad and scared to lose the most amazing person ever.