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I don't know what drove me to click on the post button but since I'm already here now I might as well say a few things.
..Let me contemplate that for a little bit..
Ah yes, submitted my JAE applications like a couple of hours after I gotten my results. Thinking that even if I get into the school/course of my choice I wouldn't be really happy about it because that's me I'm fucking fickle and I should die. I don't really know what I want actually, Design? Nah too much trouble, screw science really. Why the fuck do you need science for design? Yeah maybe if we had to draw organs or something, an extensive knowledge of Biology might help (please tell me you get the sarcasm) but what are the fucking odds man. OR do we have to study the chemical contents of paint? WHAT WHAT TELL ME WHAT.
*pops a chill pill*
Sorry for that unnecessary outburst. It's frustrating really.
On a lighter note I can't wait for CNY and all the money that's gonna be deposited into my depleting bank account. No actually what I'm really looking forward to is the annual reunion dinner with my favourite family (haha how many families do i have, to consider this one a favourite..) where we'd probably discuss when my elder cousins are getting married and what I'm doing in life. I've no idea really. Probably just sticking around for awhile. But yay! Reunion dinners usually mean steamboats and teppanyakis and mahjong and black jack! Woooo the compulsive gambler in me is just struggling to come out now. The glutton has been around for the longest time already so no point mentioning her.
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Okay this has been a rather meaningless post.
One last thing, is it wrong to feel afraid of your new maid? (Yes she's the 6th one since 2008, now do you believe me when I say my mum's hard to please?) She scares me really. She makes me feel guilty when I leave bowls/plates in the sink for her to wash up. I end up doing them myself. Ugh this is so wrong.