Sep 17, 2006 18:14
I hate my life right now. I hate myself. I hate pretty much everyone else too. Is it that Im extremely self centered or is it that really no one gives a fuck about my feelings? Why are people so inconsiderate? I think, when making decisions, I try to think of those who might be involved and consider the way they will feel. I must be invisible.
People are so fake. They try to sugar coat everything. Dont say you are going to do something if you dont plan on doing it. Is it because they cant come face to face with my reality? ...
I fucking hate my life and I dont feel like living it anymore.
(Thats not a suicidal statement. Its more like I might go to bed and never get out of it again.)