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My birthday is in two days! I am turning the most pointless age in the world. though. 20 - whats the fucking point? Besides not being a "teen" there is really nothing appealing about this age. I guess I am one year closer to 21, woohoo. Im not sure of what Im doing really. Every year I try to make plans for my birthday, you know, gather all my friends together to celebrate. Every time it ends up being disappointing. Its a lot of work to get a bunch of people together, and I dont understand why I should have to do that work for my birthday. It doesnt make sense. So this year I have no plan. Ian is coming up in the afternoon and Im going out to dinner with my mom and her fiance, but other than that... nothing! Its very scary that I may actually end up doing nothing on my birthday, but I guess this is almost a little test. Lets see who is paying attention.
I have sociology class with a bunch of freshman. It kills me. Im not saying all freshman suck, because I met a very cool freshman girl last night, but there are some freshman that are too fucking obvious. They barely turned 18, its their first time away from mommy and daddy, and all they talk about is stupid shit. Before class starts I just listen to what they are talking about and its annoys me so much. They are still so dependant on their friends and I think that is the part that gets me. Theyll learn independance soon enough, but until then, Id like to avoid them at all costs.
So the professor hands back the quiz we took the other day. Yay, I got a 93. And then slowly a wave of laughter goes through the classroom. "Oh! I got a 15, hahahahaha!" And the teacher says, "Well most of you did pretty bad, but Im glad you can get a laugh out of it." I dont know. If I failed I probably wouldve been pretty upset. I got my first C on a paper the other day and I felt humiliated. I cant imagine failing a quiz and finding that to be hysterical. Stupid freshman. I mean, its a good thing they came to Kinda Sorta College, because its not too academically challenging. But to fail an easy quiz? How stupid and immature are you? I guess they probably dont care because their parents are paying for their school. Fucking brats.
Oh, and this doesnt bother me as much as it probably appears to. I just needed something to write about.
Time for rock class.
I have sociology class with a bunch of freshman. It kills me. Im not saying all freshman suck, because I met a very cool freshman girl last night, but there are some freshman that are too fucking obvious. They barely turned 18, its their first time away from mommy and daddy, and all they talk about is stupid shit. Before class starts I just listen to what they are talking about and its annoys me so much. They are still so dependant on their friends and I think that is the part that gets me. Theyll learn independance soon enough, but until then, Id like to avoid them at all costs.
So the professor hands back the quiz we took the other day. Yay, I got a 93. And then slowly a wave of laughter goes through the classroom. "Oh! I got a 15, hahahahaha!" And the teacher says, "Well most of you did pretty bad, but Im glad you can get a laugh out of it." I dont know. If I failed I probably wouldve been pretty upset. I got my first C on a paper the other day and I felt humiliated. I cant imagine failing a quiz and finding that to be hysterical. Stupid freshman. I mean, its a good thing they came to Kinda Sorta College, because its not too academically challenging. But to fail an easy quiz? How stupid and immature are you? I guess they probably dont care because their parents are paying for their school. Fucking brats.
Oh, and this doesnt bother me as much as it probably appears to. I just needed something to write about.
Time for rock class.