Ah, crap.
Well well well. I cant figure out if Im a shitty person, or if I just have really shitty luck. Seems that nothing can go too easy for me. There are many things that are bad for me right now, so Ill just go in order...
1. As we all know, I lost my best friend at the beginning of the summer. I got pretty tight with another friend and she left for Arizona last week. Bummer.
2. I got fired... this makes for the second job Ive been fired from! Its a long story, and Ive told it so many times that now I just get angry all over again when I retell it. To put it simply, I got fired for catching an underage girl drinking. When the girl left, she called me a bitch. I told some "regulars" about the situation and thats why I was fired. Technically "sharing in house problems with customers" is not okay. Not that I ever knew that, or not that I had gotten any warning. My friend Ann was fired for the same reason that night. Its all very suspicious because the customers that we were talking to never told my boss that we said anything. Basically, its another case of a co-worker out to get me. Well, she got what she wanted. Now Im out of her way. That place is still going down though.
3. Yesterday when trying to leave my house after a huge fight with my mother I come to find out that my car wont start! I need a new fucking starter. Such great luck, seeing as how I just lost my job and dont really have the money to be fixing my car. Also, why do I have such bad car luck? I can never own a car without it breaking down monthly.
4. Someone is very interested in buying the house. They are coming next Thursday to have it inspected. This means that it could be just a couple short months until Im kicked out of my home.
Thats really about it, but put it all together and its a bad situation. I keep thinking, what do I do to deserve this? Honestly. I cant figure it out. I try to be a nice person. I know I let my emotions take total control of me, but Im pretty sure that Im a decent human being. I definitely believe in karma, and this is why Im so focused on "what did I do?".
Ive already ordered a starter that Ill have tomorrow, and my wonderful boyfriend said he will be able to put it in for me tomorrow night. Im going to apply for a very part time position at a few different restaurants that just opened up. I know I should probably stay out of that specific industry, but its a guaranteed job. I only want to work two nights a week, anyway.
Maybe moving out will be good for me. I wont have to worry about finances so much because my mom will be able to support me with all the money she makes off the house.
School is starting on Monday and Im pretty excited about it. I cant wait to see what my classes are all about, meet up with some new people, and party! Summer has been such a drag, especially since I wasted most of it on that fucking job. Oh well. Ive got a few tricks up my sleeve and that place, like I said, is going down.
:)
1. As we all know, I lost my best friend at the beginning of the summer. I got pretty tight with another friend and she left for Arizona last week. Bummer.
2. I got fired... this makes for the second job Ive been fired from! Its a long story, and Ive told it so many times that now I just get angry all over again when I retell it. To put it simply, I got fired for catching an underage girl drinking. When the girl left, she called me a bitch. I told some "regulars" about the situation and thats why I was fired. Technically "sharing in house problems with customers" is not okay. Not that I ever knew that, or not that I had gotten any warning. My friend Ann was fired for the same reason that night. Its all very suspicious because the customers that we were talking to never told my boss that we said anything. Basically, its another case of a co-worker out to get me. Well, she got what she wanted. Now Im out of her way. That place is still going down though.
3. Yesterday when trying to leave my house after a huge fight with my mother I come to find out that my car wont start! I need a new fucking starter. Such great luck, seeing as how I just lost my job and dont really have the money to be fixing my car. Also, why do I have such bad car luck? I can never own a car without it breaking down monthly.
4. Someone is very interested in buying the house. They are coming next Thursday to have it inspected. This means that it could be just a couple short months until Im kicked out of my home.
Thats really about it, but put it all together and its a bad situation. I keep thinking, what do I do to deserve this? Honestly. I cant figure it out. I try to be a nice person. I know I let my emotions take total control of me, but Im pretty sure that Im a decent human being. I definitely believe in karma, and this is why Im so focused on "what did I do?".
Ive already ordered a starter that Ill have tomorrow, and my wonderful boyfriend said he will be able to put it in for me tomorrow night. Im going to apply for a very part time position at a few different restaurants that just opened up. I know I should probably stay out of that specific industry, but its a guaranteed job. I only want to work two nights a week, anyway.
Maybe moving out will be good for me. I wont have to worry about finances so much because my mom will be able to support me with all the money she makes off the house.
School is starting on Monday and Im pretty excited about it. I cant wait to see what my classes are all about, meet up with some new people, and party! Summer has been such a drag, especially since I wasted most of it on that fucking job. Oh well. Ive got a few tricks up my sleeve and that place, like I said, is going down.
:)