worse day ever
2day was 1 of the worse days ever i mean ever 2day i was in skool didnt go 2 any of my classes i stayed in the library wit chrissy jenn mackand jessica we were workin on our book 2 give 2 her mother it was hard readin it especially laurens and texas journal entry it hurts so much well anyway after skool my uncle picked me and he knows i havent been eaten and took me 2 mcdonalds and then after that he dropped me off at work... work was boarin but then vilma came and she waited 4 me then got picked up from work and we came 2 my house and got ready 2 go 2 the wake we went 2 the wake it was so hard i had never had sooo many stouges like i did 2day i had like atleast 8 of them or more but anyway it was soo hard begin there but anyway there was one point when i came outside it was me christen vilma and other ppl and out of no where she had a sezire she was rite there i saw it all happen b4 my eyes and i didnt kno wat 2 do soo the first thing that came 2 my head was 2 go tell sum1 wat happen 2 get in contact wit her mom and i did and ppl called the ambulance they got there within like 5 mins i felt so bad and im still worried i really hope she is fine im sooo sorry vilma i didnt get in that ambulance wit u but i couldnt cuz i would have gotten in2 so much trouble but i really hope ur doin ok i love ya...but anyway seein sonja in the casket hurt soo much u kno i was jus watin 4 her 2 jump out and say haha i got u guys u guys r such fuckin idiots u kno but it didnt happen it didnt even look like her and it jus hurts me soo much that shes not here no more but in all of us she still lives her spirit and her soul is still wit us i love u sonja and i really miss u 2 <3 R.I.P. baby girl... nad thanks john 4 helpin and 4 lettin me cry on ur shoulder...