Memories.
I did a re-cap on my favorite memories and the day that I remember that I was the happiest girl on earth.
Just by listing to one song it took me bacl like almost year butnot quite. Actually it was last summer. I think? Wow I remeber it all so clear. That was one of the nights I looked my best. I spent over an hour on my make up just to make it perfect. I didnt want a single screw up that night. and you know what?
I did get my wish just like I hoped for.
And please when does that ever happen?
NEVER.
It seems like just yesterday.
Damn just thinking abotu certain things makes me realize how much I have changed and how tohers have.
Things are just super different and it kinda sucks and I kind a hate it.
And I also noticed that I dont even talk to half the people I used to.
Yea along the way I have made new friends.
But most of them I dont even talk to out of school.
I hate change.
All it is now a days with people is DRAMA.
Like for serious I cant remeber the last time I went through a day withotu drama.
like it just takes over life.
Yea and I know tis high school, but it really sucks.
And now I totally get why the four years of high school werre my sisters worst.
Its so clear to me. Its cuz drama takes over your life.
And like for serious if i have the chance to switch school I think i would.
its just liek im so tired of the same shit.
life is boring and you only have one chance to live so make it last.
I highly doubt ill switch school cuz of the rents but yea.
Somtimes i just wonder if i would have done things diferently if i would still be close with the same people or if two of my close friends wouldnt have moved away where i would be now.
oh well. I get to see one this summer. So itll be good to get away.
nuff said for now.
late♥
Just by listing to one song it took me bacl like almost year butnot quite. Actually it was last summer. I think? Wow I remeber it all so clear. That was one of the nights I looked my best. I spent over an hour on my make up just to make it perfect. I didnt want a single screw up that night. and you know what?
I did get my wish just like I hoped for.
And please when does that ever happen?
NEVER.
It seems like just yesterday.
Damn just thinking abotu certain things makes me realize how much I have changed and how tohers have.
Things are just super different and it kinda sucks and I kind a hate it.
And I also noticed that I dont even talk to half the people I used to.
Yea along the way I have made new friends.
But most of them I dont even talk to out of school.
I hate change.
All it is now a days with people is DRAMA.
Like for serious I cant remeber the last time I went through a day withotu drama.
like it just takes over life.
Yea and I know tis high school, but it really sucks.
And now I totally get why the four years of high school werre my sisters worst.
Its so clear to me. Its cuz drama takes over your life.
And like for serious if i have the chance to switch school I think i would.
its just liek im so tired of the same shit.
life is boring and you only have one chance to live so make it last.
I highly doubt ill switch school cuz of the rents but yea.
Somtimes i just wonder if i would have done things diferently if i would still be close with the same people or if two of my close friends wouldnt have moved away where i would be now.
oh well. I get to see one this summer. So itll be good to get away.
nuff said for now.
late♥