what a rush
so much of a rush i feel my innerds slippings back to that comfortably numb safe place ive grown to love as much as i hate. so hes opening up and leading into conversations. and i reading into this much. on the tip of my tongue ten times tonight i had to hold back from telling him whats going through my mind. would it scare him off and id ruin an already amazing thing. is it worth the risk?