a result of sleepiness and boredom...
My goal for this summer is to stop caring so much about what people think of me. I'm generally more fun when I'm not wasting all my time wondering what people might think of me. I mean, I'm pretty sure I'll always care to some degree, but maybe I can start caring a little less.
I'm starting to wonder if I was meant to have a job... I mean, I know I'm not cut out for fashion, but am I really going to be able to be a teacher? I love my mom, but I can't stand when she thinks she knows what I can and can't do. She thinks I should be a business teacher for high school. But I don't know that that's what I want to do yet. I really wish there was like, pre-college...
I learned at my grandpa's funeral that he actually died as a result of a nurse's mistake. She was testing his gag reflex and stuck something too far down his throat causing him to cough up too much liquid that went to his lungs. He knew what had happened and what would result from it and the nurse did too. She felt really bad and my grandpa told her that he forgave her. I want to be that kind of person... my grandpa is my new hero.
I'm going to London next week! I'm uber excited. I hope the weather's decent. I don't even want to shop that much. [shocking, i know] I'm just really looking forward to tea and sightseeing and being legally able to drink ;) My mom said we have to drink at least once. Umbrella drinks before dinner one night or maybe even go to a pub. he he.
I'm starting to wonder if I was meant to have a job... I mean, I know I'm not cut out for fashion, but am I really going to be able to be a teacher? I love my mom, but I can't stand when she thinks she knows what I can and can't do. She thinks I should be a business teacher for high school. But I don't know that that's what I want to do yet. I really wish there was like, pre-college...
I learned at my grandpa's funeral that he actually died as a result of a nurse's mistake. She was testing his gag reflex and stuck something too far down his throat causing him to cough up too much liquid that went to his lungs. He knew what had happened and what would result from it and the nurse did too. She felt really bad and my grandpa told her that he forgave her. I want to be that kind of person... my grandpa is my new hero.
I'm going to London next week! I'm uber excited. I hope the weather's decent. I don't even want to shop that much. [shocking, i know] I'm just really looking forward to tea and sightseeing and being legally able to drink ;) My mom said we have to drink at least once. Umbrella drinks before dinner one night or maybe even go to a pub. he he.