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Wayhey sober nikki here! Not the blutered one from last night lol. But yeah anyway...I have nothing new to say. Martin updated his journal and aperntly feels like an asshole...If i know tracy right now she will be thinking "good". She was ready to go at him last night lol. Dont know why though...I mean this "thing" was between me and Martin so Im not really sure what the hell it had to do with her. Or Colin for that matter...I called Martin when i had a few drinks to pluck up the courage to ask where I stood and all of a sudden everyone BUT me is on the phone and is having a go at him!
I had a MAJOR go at Colin last night as well. Prick deserved it. Somehow he managed to make Martin telling me he wanted nothing more than friendship about him. Shock Horror! The words "Me me I me I me I" Come to mind eh ryan? lol. Anyway he was all "oh i know how you feel right now and i have been through everything you have ten times worse" blah blah blah...he doesnt know half of what i feel and go through...But then again it does all always have to be about him! So I yelled at him telling him that I wasnt the nice person he seemed to think I was and that i deserve everything i get and that i am basicly just not good people...I have used people, I have hurt people, i have bitched at people and I have let them think that i like them only to shoot them down....ya know like martin did with me....so how on earth does that make me a good person? The boy be dumb. And obvisouly not a very good friend either. But we wont go into that story as it is private and has nothing to do with me.
Ryan and Colin broke up. So the Mystical Five are now the Mystical Three. Just Me, Ryan and Tracy. And of course Priscilla the White Wonder!!!
Anyway I didnt get to my bed until after 4 am this morning and had to get up so Kat could go to the contact center to see her so called "father". Yes he is a father...not a daddy. Daddys have to earn their titles...and I can think of many many many titles that he has earned....neither of which I can repeat due to the fact some people may find them offensive.
*Edit* Just one question to everyone out there...is it cos I have a kid, am overweight, something different or all of the above??? Because really I would like to know...Surely there is someone out there who can tell me whats wrong with me.
I had a MAJOR go at Colin last night as well. Prick deserved it. Somehow he managed to make Martin telling me he wanted nothing more than friendship about him. Shock Horror! The words "Me me I me I me I" Come to mind eh ryan? lol. Anyway he was all "oh i know how you feel right now and i have been through everything you have ten times worse" blah blah blah...he doesnt know half of what i feel and go through...But then again it does all always have to be about him! So I yelled at him telling him that I wasnt the nice person he seemed to think I was and that i deserve everything i get and that i am basicly just not good people...I have used people, I have hurt people, i have bitched at people and I have let them think that i like them only to shoot them down....ya know like martin did with me....so how on earth does that make me a good person? The boy be dumb. And obvisouly not a very good friend either. But we wont go into that story as it is private and has nothing to do with me.
Ryan and Colin broke up. So the Mystical Five are now the Mystical Three. Just Me, Ryan and Tracy. And of course Priscilla the White Wonder!!!
Anyway I didnt get to my bed until after 4 am this morning and had to get up so Kat could go to the contact center to see her so called "father". Yes he is a father...not a daddy. Daddys have to earn their titles...and I can think of many many many titles that he has earned....neither of which I can repeat due to the fact some people may find them offensive.
*Edit* Just one question to everyone out there...is it cos I have a kid, am overweight, something different or all of the above??? Because really I would like to know...Surely there is someone out there who can tell me whats wrong with me.