Apr 30, 2005 09:40
its raining..its pouring... this house if freaking boring... ... o.O .. i havn't been on here in a while .. maybe its because my life sucks and i hate it.. the only thing i like about my life is Casey. .. yano.. scoot told me that its inevitable that we are going to griffin schools now..whatever..im going to griffin schools.. ok.. despite the fact that i won't be going to school with casey.. look at ALL my freaking friends that i will be leaving.. my whole reputation and social status will be destroyed everything that i have and built up over the past 16 years in Jackson do not matter. at all... i will be leaving so many people..that i prob won't ever spend much time with at all... .. how to do u keep up with ALL your friends... only people i care at all to keep in touch with are my best friends:
elizabeth t.
casey s.
tiffany p.
stephanie g.
megan h.
hillary r.
april a.
beth d.
and everyone else at school can just evaporate i don't care.. but then look.. how are u supposed to keep up with about 10 ppl everyday going to a different school and barely ever seeing each other and your friendships NOT slip? thats all i am is my friends!!! i don't really even care about anything else!!!.. relationships.. bonding with other people.. thats who i am.. SOCIAL thats all i know how to be.. and when someone's whole life is the people they know and love and care about.. what happens when u take all that away?... i hate my school.. but .. i love my school... its all i know.. and im scared..
Amanda