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its almost 4:00 AM and i have nothing better to do than to sit
here and .. just.. whatever.. Kaitlyn IMed me and said some
things...i told myself i would not let it get to me and it did.
how am i supposed to know if she is lying? She IMed me really
late and its way to late for me to call casey so all i can do
is sit here and think about all of it and not be able to talk
to him about it. Kaitlyn is Roberts lil sister and she has been
feeding me things about casey for almost 2 weeks now.. ME and
casey have faught about it and everything... and kaitlyn says
that CAsey flirts with her and write her letters and tells
her he wants to be with her and it makes me sick at my stomach.
He says that none of this takes place and that he loves me and
he wants to be with me for the rest of his life and i mean
everything to him. What am i supposed to belive? All can do
tonite is sit here and think about things.. and i can't sleep
and its driving me krazy.. i have been up all nite long.. and
its 4:00AM! I dont know what is wrong with me... i just want
everything to work out good with casey because i really love
him and i know he loves me too but i can't bare the thought
of him even looking at another girl in that way! i want to
marry him when we are older!! i really do and i think that
we can be together forever no matter waht some of these ppl
say about it. They don't count. And i know kaitlyn liked casey
and maybe that is why she is doing this. but then the thought
comes across my head, what is she is telling my the truth..
And that scareds the hell out of me, it really does...........
tomarro is his birthday and i don't want to start a fight with
him.i just really want to get all this worked out in the morning..
well... bye
-Amanda
here and .. just.. whatever.. Kaitlyn IMed me and said some
things...i told myself i would not let it get to me and it did.
how am i supposed to know if she is lying? She IMed me really
late and its way to late for me to call casey so all i can do
is sit here and think about all of it and not be able to talk
to him about it. Kaitlyn is Roberts lil sister and she has been
feeding me things about casey for almost 2 weeks now.. ME and
casey have faught about it and everything... and kaitlyn says
that CAsey flirts with her and write her letters and tells
her he wants to be with her and it makes me sick at my stomach.
He says that none of this takes place and that he loves me and
he wants to be with me for the rest of his life and i mean
everything to him. What am i supposed to belive? All can do
tonite is sit here and think about things.. and i can't sleep
and its driving me krazy.. i have been up all nite long.. and
its 4:00AM! I dont know what is wrong with me... i just want
everything to work out good with casey because i really love
him and i know he loves me too but i can't bare the thought
of him even looking at another girl in that way! i want to
marry him when we are older!! i really do and i think that
we can be together forever no matter waht some of these ppl
say about it. They don't count. And i know kaitlyn liked casey
and maybe that is why she is doing this. but then the thought
comes across my head, what is she is telling my the truth..
And that scareds the hell out of me, it really does...........
tomarro is his birthday and i don't want to start a fight with
him.i just really want to get all this worked out in the morning..
well... bye
-Amanda